((My comments in double parentheses - Homer))
                      IN SEARCH OF A HIGH COMMAND
                                CLR - 3
                             24 March 1991
                 Copyright (C) 1994 Homer Wilson Smith
       Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.
     ((In March of 1991 I was dying.  I was in the middle of spending 6
months in bed auditing out the most ferocious stuff from my bank that I
have ever seen.  I tend to forget this period, because if I dwell on it
I tend to think that no one will ever make it, even though apparently I
have.  The High's and the Low's were horrendous, it was like a roller
coaster ride at sea during a hurricane.  I was eating one yogurt every 2
days, and after a cognition or a particularly strong bout of electronic
release, I would get a short window of opportunity, to get up, move
around and do things.
     I would eat a ham sandwich, go driving to the supermarket for food,
and vitamins, and crash back into bed for another week of terror.
     Me and Jane both call this time the Easter of Hell.
     It was during one of these short windows of opportunity that I came
crawling down stairs and scribbled this little note off to ADORE-L.
From where I am standing now, it seems kind of silly, but only because
of the quality of beings that are not around me.))
     Situation Wanted:
     I am looking for someone to take my orders from, to give my life
direction, meaning and purpose and to establish for me a line of duty.
     Must pay a decent living for a family of six.
     Must be worthy of respect, devotion and obedience.
     No lunatics need apply.
Homer Wilson Smith           This file may be found at
homer@rahul.net              ftp.rahul.net/pub/homer/act/clr3.memo
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