Now let's take a look at this from another easier perspective.

     At the top you have the fact that admiring communication will
vanish all created conditions of existence.  This is because enough
admiration puts one beyond a need to DO anything to change the
condition, it is beautiful as it is.  Thus it gets as-ised and vanishes.

     It's the need to DO something about something that is considered
unadmirable (criticizable) that creates a persistence.  

     You can't DO something about something, without first
prepostulating that the something is there and not vanishing
on its own.

     Why would you ever try to do something about something that was
self vanishing?
     Silly, but that's why the universe continues around us.

     You can't get rid of something by saying it's there, but I didn't
make it, and I am not PUTTING IT THERE, and I don't like it so I am
going to change it!

     On the other hand if you say 'I like it and wish it would stay", it
won't.  Don't worry, be happy, you can always make it again and again
and again.  Forever vanishing, forever being recreated.  You can always
HAVE something, but automatic PERSISTENCE of things indicates a pretense
that you don't want them.

     You can't get rid of anything that you aren't putting there, at
least for a (short) while.

     Timeless admiration without intent to change will vanish anything.

     Timeless admiration means you don't want it to vanish, and thus it
will.  This is the love-sadness of all creation.  You CAN always make it
again and keep it around that way.

     (Watch out for the day you told yourself "I'll never be able to
make another one those"

     Thats invites you into the nightmare of preciousness, uniqueness
and fragility.)

     In other words you can't get rid of anything until you have found it
worthwhile, worthy of the while you originally put it in.

     Worthwhile means Worthy of the While.

     Not a waste of time.

     Approval that something was made.

     It's a no veto.

     This is not a matter of adding significances of justifications as
to why something unwanted is 'really good', which in fact just make it
worse, but more a matter of releasing significances that make it bad or

     Significance alloys pure adoration with abhoration and pain.

     Adoration is simply the top of admiration.

     Thus added significances cause persistence.

     "As one can accept and be content with things as they are, they
will not exist, that is absolute".  -LRH PXL Phoenix Lectures.

     However we have to be careful here.

     Resignation is acceptance with expectation of persistence.

     Humor is acceptance with expectation of vanishment.

     Adoration of operation is a bit of a joke, because if you adore it
enough, it won't be there to operate.

     The basic operation is TO PUT IT THERE, and you put things there
with adoration.  
     So that is both adoration of operation and operation of adoration.

     But don't get distracted because the instant you aren't putting it
there any more, it will vanish.

     You have to dislike something just a little bit in order to get it
to automatically stay around long enough to want to protect it to the
end of time.  Like some kitten or puppy.

     You may like kittens but that kitten is in hell and you know it.

     And that kitten just loves to bring hell to other things that are
just as cute, like mice.

     So your adoration of that kitten is not perfect, and you wish it
wasn't quite as it is at many different levels of horror or even
sadness, it will die one day after all, no matter how much you love it.

     Eventually of course your dislike for its persistence as a package
of qualities will build and you will end up wanting to destroy it

     You may want to 'be with your cat' forever, but does it want to be
with you forever?  It's sensible, hell no.

     Beyond creating something, continuing to operate it after it is
created is usually an effort to get rid of it, and failing that protect
it from everything else trying to eat it, and thus you get a

     It's a love hate relationship.  You love it because it is beautiful
and needs you, you hate it because it is fragile, precious and unique
beyond repair.

     So we come down from this rather high place to the first problem.

     The problem persisted due to a fair chosen refusal to communicate
with it's various parts with sufficient admiration to cause it come
apart and vanish.

     This was not a mistake, this was a PLAN.

     This was the design of persistence.

     The problem resulted in overts or harmful acts to 'solve' the

     Harm was used to deal with impending harm.

     The overts were regretted, justified AND restrained creating a
state of overwhelm.  This is why we say ORs don't run, only ANDs run.

     Justification make the overt right, AND restraint makes it wrong.

     Best of both worlds, he gets to be not guilty for having done it in
the first place (justification), and he gets to make sure he never does
THAT again (restraint) because he put an overwhelm in place so he can't.

     OT III, freedom from overwhelm, means freedom from regret,
restraint and justification.  Such a being is of little help and too
dangerous to those still stuck in tar.

     Justifications lead to time reversal called deds and dedexes.

     "You deserved what I did to you yesterday because of what you did
to me just now."

     Justifications also create black holes, as NOTHING that can be done
to you today can ever justify what you did yesterday, yet the being
keeps trying to find, suck in and pull in bad things done to them until
the being is a ball bearing rolling around the drain the hell.

     Bad things happen to everyone, but only stick to the guilty, they
don't heal.

     No one is dishing out karma, but what goes around comes around, and
if you have a need for it, once it finds you, it will stick to you
forever more.

     Need for suffering?

     Yah ya betcha.  
     Don't let the CHRONIC innocent victims fool you.

     The pure heal, the guilty not so much.

     One audits justifications and restraints, the need to be harmed,
and restore the ability to not harm, to release the overwhelms.

     Notice the need to be harmed is late on the chain of harm that you
first caused others with good intent in order to avoid harm, and earlier
than that just to cause harm period, not evil intent, but divine intent,
as the author creating a rip roaring story.

     Evil creates harm too, but no good story comes from it, except as
evil itself is part of a bigger story created by the Author.

     So the author is creating good stories about characters who create
good stories and bad stories.

     We may all be bozos on this bus, but there are no innocent chronic

     The overwhelm acts to both justify and restrain, also to drive into
oblivion, thus creating co excused withholds.

     "I won't complain about what you are doing to me now, if you won't
complain about what I did to others earlier."

     That's why past lives are gone, occluded by co excused withholds
between parent and child or thetan and body or something in a past time
and something in this time.

     If you can't remember what your mother did to you as a son in this
life, try auditing what you did AS a mother to your son in a past life.

     If you can't remember what you did as a son to your mother in this
life, audit what your son did to you as a mother in a past life.

     Oblivion is the make break point on the case.

     Above oblivion the case is naturally floating upwards if allowed to
do so.

     Below oblivion the case is floating downwards if not prevented from
doing so.

     Such withholds of regret, justification and restraint are then
missed, causing a being to develop ARC breaks, upsets, withdrawal of and
from affinity, reality and further degradation in communication with
others and himself.

     All ARC breaks stem from missed withholds.

     This leads to desires to gain and give sympathy, make self and
others right and wrong, and make guilty through computations that are
neither sensible nor useful.

     One will find the Golden Ally and Golden Foe in this area.

     However one needs to run being the hero, villain and victim around
and around to get at it.

     Failure to handle the above leads to corruption, temptation and
seduction and disintegration of ability to handle power, which results
in no power.

     "List ye now the reasons why you should not have power."

     This leads to dramatizations of seriousness, importance, permanence
and pain, namely FOREVERS and NEVERS.

     And this leads to changing sides on one's own goal streams.

     Eventually one is totally opposing one's own basic purposes in

     And that leads to becoming a tar ball swirling around the drain to
hell in the hypocrisy whirlpool.

     "If the Jews keep it up, they are gonna become Christians.

     "If the Christians keep it up, they are gonna become Nazis.

     If the Nazis keep it up, they are gonna become Sweet Old Ladies.

     And if the Sweet Old Ladies keep it up, they are gonna become Jews

     "Eventually all become marbles on the thetan plane." - Adore

     Yes Goober, it really is that bad, but all it takes is WANTING TO
BE HERE WITH ORIGINAL INTENT, to start getting out.


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