WHAT WE ARE DOING IN SCIENTOLOGY SCIENTOLOGY AND PHYSICS http://www.clearing.org/archive?/homer/ador1037.memo ORIENTATION POINTS AND SYMBOLS AGAIN http://www.clearing.org/archive?/homer/ador1043.memo Scientology deals with the ANATOMY and APPROACH to the problem of salvation of the GodSoul from ruin. Anatomy is the structure and components of the problem, and the causal relations between them. Approach is what you are going to DO about the problem to untangle it. At the basic levels the auditor is indoctrinated into the anatomy via a simplistic model called the analytical mind and the reactive bank. He is then further indoctrinated into a simplistic approach to deal with the preclear's case in front of him. The model presented to him as the anatomy of the problem allows him hang his later understandings of approach on it, as the approach is logically derived from the anatomy. For example if it is known what the preclear is doing to keep the bank in persistence, then the approach would be to get the preclear to spot what he is doing and stop doing it. If the approach works, meaning the preclear is pleased with the results, then one continues with that approach assuming that its logical derivation from the presented anatomy remains intact. If the approach does not work, or ceases to work at more advanced levels, then one has to correct the model of the anatomy, and derive a correct approach. The End Phenomenon of any auditing is some undesirable disability lost and some desirable ability regained. The absolute minimum E/P of any processing no matter what it is or what else results from it is: Knows scientology clearing is a good thing and ought to be continued. In other words worthwhile, and if he is paying for professional auditing he also feels the return on investment is positive for EVERY SESSION, or else into cramming and correction he and his auditor go. Once the preclear sees that he gets relief from running the processes and having cognitions about how he got messed up in the first place, and how he is getting un messed up, he should eventually come an early E/P like so: Awareness of Truth and the way to personal freedom. This includes, without saying, an awareness that there IS awareness, and an awareness that there IS a truth, and awareness that there IS freedom to be had, and that the more truth is attained, the more freedom comes with it. He should also come to understand way deep in his being, that the preclear is now on a road that leads to his freedom, and that road makes unshakable sense to him, even if he hasn't gone very far on it. Once he sees this, NOTHING will stop him from walking that road no matter what happens or how long it takes. This is NOT a Life Repair completion, his motor may still not be running enough to drive, but he has found his mechanic and the car is in the bay. GODSOULS The Cosmic All is made of GodSouls and the Eternal substrate that causally connects all of them in Eternity. A GodSoul consists of two operating functions variously called: God and Soul Creator and Creature Author and Character Orientation Point and Symbol Static and Kinetic Scalar and Manifold (means many fold, more than zero dimensions) All of life is the left hand God side engaging in fair chosen self incarnation as the right hand Soul side. "Virtue for the Creator is not virtue for the Creature" Olaf Stapleton, Starmaker. WHO OR WHAT ARE WE HELPING AROUND HERE AND WHY IS IT SUCH A DOG Although we may think we are trying to help the Soul side of the being, we are actually trying to help the God side create a better future for himself as a Soul side being. So you never ever approach a preclear as a Soul in trouble, but always approach the preclear as a God in trouble. There are two reasons for this. The first is that the preclear is suffering from things he is putting there AS the God side being, the Soul side may be hung out on a cross, but the God side is driving the nails in and keeping them there. The only way to help a God side being then is to get him to spot where, how and why he is putting negative things there, get him to unput them there, and put something more salutary (worthwhile) there. The second reason the auditor only audits the God side of the preclear is because you as an auditor are operating as a God side being yourself trying to optimize the existence of another God side being. If you consider about your preclear "You are a Soul and you are in trouble and you need my help", your own postulate as a God side being, about your preclear will cause AHEAD OF YOU the very condition you are trying to heal in your Soul side preclear. There is no bigger danger than an God side OT considering that someone NEEDS HIS HELP, as God side beings create in the mere conception of things. If you want people to help, then by all means consider they are in trouble and need your help. But if you really want to help them, *LEAVE*. As-is yourself out of exisence in their universe, and the weight of your own postulates about them will no longer be holding them down. Everone is held down by the sum totality of their own postulates and postulates of everone else. Well at least everyone else in their own karma group. The only way a being can fix this, is to put it there, and then cease doing so. That's why it takes a minimum of two beings to keep suffering going in each other. Karma groups consist of 2 or more beings locked into each others suffering through anger and regret. And all it takes is one to stop posulating that he is needed to help the other, and BOTH stop suffering. NO AUDITING Auditing only takes place between God side peers, God to God, never God to Soul, Soul to God or Soul to Soul. Everything else is NO AUDITING, no matter how much it looks like the rote actions of auditing are taking place. This is why auditing between mortal meatballs does not work, they do not WANT to create let alone help another become a better GOD. CONCEPTION IS THE WARP CORE OF CREATION The God creates in the mere conception of things, including his own fair chosen inability to do so. The minute you get the idea that conception does NOT create in the mere conception of things, watch out, your creative ability drops dead on the spot. He also creates and continues his lack of belief in himself through observing his own apparent limitations after conceiving them into existence in the first place, and using those observations of limitation as evidential proof that he is truly limited, thus reinforcing his convictions in his own self-conceived and thus self created limitations. Yes a GodSoul can do this in his Cosmic Dance with cosmic nonsense. Adore calls it ludicrous demise. CHASE Conception is causal, but the being can conceive that mere conception is not causal. He does this at first to create chase, Chase puts time and conditions between conception and having. Chase is game playing. He also has to assign to himself and other players a proper power package in order to be able to play the game properly. Notice that for an unlimited being, a power package is a package of LIMITATIONS on what he can and can not be, know, do have and create with mere conception. Get the idea of conceiving something and observing that it didn't show up as desired and thus conceiving that mere conception does not always work. And in the end the being conceives that conception is useless, to create a ludicrous demise that everyone will appreciate. Adore says "High Halcyon is High Appreciation for Ludicrous Demise. Halcyon is bemused relief on the verge of Time." ANATOMY You are trying to audit a God who considers he has been brought low. He is on the ground belching smoke and flames, fury and rampage, and you are trying to get him to get up and fly again. A God is someone who creates in the mere conception of things, including his own inability to do so. But he also engages in drawing his own conceptions about things from observations of what his prior conceptions have wrought. Thus what starts off Conception causes Observation (God side operation), ends up as Observation causes conception (Soul side operation.) Notice you can't observe something that doesn't exist first, which means what was observered existed BEFORE it was conceived. You can thus see how observation of limitation then cements in the EXISTENCE of that limitation via the 'fact' that the limitation existed before it was conceived. The basic on limitation is 'something exists that I didn't conceive of first.' You can only 'run into things' that exist before you observe them, it is the collision with these things that then cause you to conceive that they are there. THE CONSIDERATION - OBSERVATION FLIP FLOP He considers a wall that is solid and that he can't go through it. Thus when he tries to go through it, he crashes into it and hurts himself. NOW he considers that the wall is there and it is solid but not because he originally considered it so, but just because that's the way walls are, and always have been long before HE came along, and his observation of his failure to go through the wall acts as evidential proof that he is right, walls are solid. First he considers the wall solid, and so it must become, because conception is causal. But then he crashes into it, and LEARNS FROM OBSERVATION that the wall is solid. He has lost all sense of cause over the matter. He has flipped from Looking by Knowing (causal consideration) to Knowing by Looking (observation). The whole physical universe is about learning, no one is putting it there as they want it :) Before the crash, his consideration was cause and he knew it, but after the crash, the WALL is cause and he is sure of it now due to his observation of failure trying to go through it. repleat with pain and stars swirling around his head. That is called the Consideration - Observation flip flop. He uses observation of a causally considered limitation to PROVE that his consideration is merely a record of his observation and not originally causal, and he considers that the reason he drew the consideration is from the observation, rather than drawing the observation from the consideration. Thus consideration -> observation became observation -> consideration. He goes from observation is caused from his consideration to his consideration is caused from his observation. The first is Looking by Knowing about cause. The second is Knowing by Looking at cause. The first is CREATOR mode, and the second is CREATURE mode. This reversal of time and cause results in a permanent lockup of solidity and failure and he becomes stuck with both the wall and his inability to go through it for the rest of time. This is called a God Postulate because "only a God could change it." That's a joke because operating as a God again, and restoring the causally correct order of consideration and observation, he can change it or undo it completely at will simply by taking his attention off of it. Walls are dreams until you think they aren't, and then prove it to yourself by failing to go through them, thus concluding with conviction born of FORCE (not certainty!) that walls are not dreams. All conviction is uncertain knowledge born of collision and force with something "he didn't put there." So meatballs are dreamballs who came to think they are made of impentrable meat. All persistence is based on this mechanism, and thus Time itself is based on the consideration - observation flip flop. THE GOD SIDE BEING AT WORK So the preclear conceives of falling and ruin, and so he does. Then he observes his own state of fallen and ruin and from those two he conceives FURTHER of impending disaster, which is again created in the mere conception of it. He is a God after all, he can do this circular feedback nonsense. It is the ONLY way he can get messed up. His considerations and observations are self locking once he thinks that his considerations are caused by his observations. "I know walls are solid, I TESTED IT!" This makes sense to a scientist, but its lunacy to a God. Then he observes his disaster and further conceives of catastrophe, total failure and smoke and flames on the ground. And so it becomes. And you are going to try to get him out of this? So you come a long and he observes you and conceives what exactly? What does a God side being, belching smoke and flames on the ground think of someone offering help? He doesn't want to get better, he wants to be more able to be worse, he wants to burn in peace. And Oh Boy does he want SYMPATHY. He tried but couldn't, and YOU tried to help and couldn't. The last time he was better and able it brought him to the state he is in now. No way is he going back there. He *HURT* someone. But that someone knowingly and willingly and with full awareness of the consequences refused to put that hurt there, in order to make sure his suffering lasted beyond the preclear's ability to make things right. Any being putting hurt there on him self can way out last any other being trying to make amends for hurting the first being, because the second being isn't putting anything there at all. So power to create outlasts no power to uncreate. So your preclear walks away from this thinking he has victimized someone he didn't intend to, and couldn't fix it. That's a new idea to your preclear, a violation of his sovereignty, and the preclear has been dwindling ever since. And then hurting people to punish them for hurting people, and to make sure preemptively that they DON'T hurt others, and thus making hurting people RIGHT, they deserve it after all you know for hurting people themselves. I will tell you someone is laughing in the back room at all this. PERMANENT DAMAGE AND THE DOUBT EFFECT He worried about the possibility of permanent damage to the other being so hard and so long he failed to unput it there himself. And so both get stuck with the suffering forever more. The first because he has to hold up the deceit of being victim lest find out and try to make him a victim for pretending to be a victim when he wasn't. Boy to people hate that! The second because he just can't put it there, that the first is putting the deceit there to take the second down. He is wondering who or what is cause around here and why is it such an asshole, swinging back and forth forever more between righteous anger and righteous regret. This is the doubt effect at work, doubt is self casting. In part because you can't wonder about something that isn't there. If you wonder if you have hurt someone, guess what? So the wonder, question asking and doubt about the harm he committed KEPT IT THERE FOR BOTH OF THEM. He couldn't just let go of the alleged harm, unput it there, because morbid fascination with the possibility that it would still be there anyhow, keeps it there. And the sheer horror of the possibility that permanent damage might be possible, became evidence to him that the feared damage could be true or else why feel so bad about it? This artful but dizzying piece of work is necessary for time and persistence to continue for long, The universe is held together by Anger/Regret cycles. And now he can spend the rest of eternity making amends for something he didn't do, and yet DOING it (causing pain) to others to make sure they don't do it too! That's called punishing the punishers. Either preemptively or after the fact. And SP is an preemptive punisher. DANGER AND SAFETY So you would think that safety would lie in being more able. Your preclear has found being able to be more dangerous to himself and others than being unable. And now he just wants to be able to be unable and be done with it, done with whatever being able might have been useful for. He just can't wrap his wits around the usefulness of being able any more. The balance sheet always turns out negative. And he can't even remember any more what ability he might have and how it might be useful to him. He doesn't DARE, because it might come back to him, and everyone would know what he had done. SCIENTOLOGY Scientology is the science of knowing how to not know and know answers and questions, or as Hubbard added knowing how to know answers to questions. More broadly it is the science of not knowing and knowing what questions to answer, and what answers to question. One particular application of scientology understandings is how to help fallen Gods regain their spiritual freedom, to rise again out of the dung hole of the incipient carrion of the Soul. That approcah called auditing and the God in question is called a preclear. Clearing is the process of using auditing to clear a God out from under his own conception feed back loop that is ruining his balance of fair chosen disability and ability. Turns out this is a dangerous undertaking because what Gods do is create danger for themselves. Someone once asked can a God create a stone so big he can't lift it. The answer is yes, he creates a huge stone, and then creates HIMSELF as a small bug on the stone. You can see then that dealing with a near infinite being that creates danger for itself and makes itself smaller that anything it has created as its fundamental mode of operation would be quite an undertaking. The gr'ups (grown ups) certainly don't want you messing around in those dangerous waters, unless you are highly trained and certified to make sure you CAN'T. If you make the preclear bigger, he will just create a bigger danger, as he is starved for rip roaring games that will last forever. If you make him smaller, he will whine and moan that no one will given him any sympathy. He starts off at the top thinking that justice reigns at all times, because justice is you get what you postulate, and ends up thinking that justice is a joke, because clearly postulates are useless and true cause lies at the bottom of the ocean, somewhere in the cold cruel world of other determinism where the warm light of halcyon never shines. GAMES Since no game can last forever in time the preclear ends up winning all games that he creates, and thus tries to continue and extend them into a false overtime by pretending he didn't win them, making himself smaller, and rushing into the fray again, until he is finally getting crushed out of the gate over and over and over. There is only so many times a being can get knocked down and stand up again, until he can no longer stand up at all. That's smoke and fire on the ground. By this time he is pissed and scared out of his wits, and he no longer has a clue "who or what is cause around here and why is it such an asshole?" You see that's a question. His whole existence consists of endless numbers of wrong answers to that question. Wrong whos, wrong whats, wrong wheres, wrong whens, and wrong whys? A being that is inherently fair chosen CAUSE has reduced him himself down to someone seeking cause so he can cause it out of existence! Good luck. And his entire theta body is encrusted with the endless remanants of the many forays and sashays he has created while crashing down through his primary GPM structures. GPMS - SLIP SLIDING AWAY, DOWN AND OUT THE TUBES. GPMs are a messy constellation of WHOs, WHATs and WHYs. A WHO is a specific being, my mother Margaret for example. A WHAT is a class of beings like MOTHERS. Notice a WHAT in this sense is not an inanimate object, although it can be but usually isn't. The answer to WHO bothered you might be Margaret. The answer to WHAT was Margaret might be, a mother, a female, a lying, deceiving, cheating, murdering demon from hell, etc. WHATs are also things that a who or a what might DO. What might a mother do? A Mother might murder a child. These actions are motivated by GOALS that apply. The question might be WHO OR WHAT would murder a child? The answer might be Margaret or mothers. If the answer is Margaret, the question might be What does Margaret represent to you and the answer might be mothers. If the answer to who or what might murder a child was mothers, the question might be: Who would represent a mother to you, to which the answer might be Margaret along with a whole mess of other people. A problem comes in when the preclear starts to ask WHY would Margaret or mothers murder a child? These are the goals that mother had that led to wanting to murder a child. The action and goals might be logically connected, or totally illogically connected. If he comes up with a wrong why, he is sunk. He also has to ask why would HE as a mother murder a child etc. GPM A GPM is a series of related goals that start off at the bottem (earliest) as maybe something like "To be Good and fight Bad", and end up at the top (lastest) "To be Bad and fight Good." A real top level GPM will probably be something really simple like TO BE, TO DO, TO KNOW or TO HAVE and their opposites. Something simple that would encompass EVERYTHING created later, like maybe TO CREATE, TO SURIVE, or TO DESTROY. Maybe TO CAUSE, TO NOT CAUSE, or TO PUT THERE, TO NOT PUT THERE, or TO CHASE and TO NOT CHASE. Down a bit later they get more complicated. Often many closely related by slightly different goals are strung inside a single GPM like rungs of a ladder. Take the first one above, say the ladder starts at the bottom (first) rung with TO BE GOOD AND TO FIGHT BAD. As the being fails each rung, he comes up to a later but slightly lesser version of the same starting goal, Somewhere half way up the rungs of the GPM there is a cross over goal, something like "To be Safe." And the sequence ends at the top nearest present time, in "To be Bad and fight Good." Once the preclear fails that last one, he moves onto another GPM and lives out that one in sequence. Some GPMS are implanted and some are natural to the being. The implanted GPMS try to mess with and confuse the natural ones. FORAYS AND SAHAYS A foray is the preclear's effort at each level of the GPM to go out into the world and accomplish the goal of that level. A sashay is his choosing the next goal up when the present goal fails. Eventually he gets to the end of the GPM, and conceives a new GPM but as an apparently smaller being in a smaller arena. Only a GodSoul become very small at the end of his chain of arenas can smoke and burn his own wings off. Lord God Almighty, conception is dangerous. Homer ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith Clean Air, Clear Water, Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 A Green Earth, and Peace, Internet, Ithaca NY homer@lightlink.com Is that too much to ask? http://www.lightlink.com Mon Nov 13 02:54:16 EST 2017