BIRTH AND DEATH WHAT is in restimulation is the past. Loss, failure, reversal, departure, injury, crippling and death. WHY it is in restimulation is the future, fear of it happening again, with threats in present time making him sure it will happen in the future. The guy wouldn't be so bothered by the past if he weren't trying to avoid a greater bother of like kind in the future. HOW it is in restimulation is your present time operational wizardry. WHAT = the past. HOW = the present. WHY = the future. It is quite obvious that the reason we are involved with bodies at all is to take care of them, and give them a good life, due to incidents that happened between us and bodies in the past, especially cripplings and death. So of course a being in a body in present time is going to be very worried about death because that is just exactly what he doesn't want to have happen again. But between each death is a birth and an assumption of a body. Just like any incident one needs to get the earlier beginning, and the earlier beginning to being responsible for the death of a body, either accidentally or intentionally, was being associated with them in the first place. Thus you go up to a body, squeeze it with love a little too hard, it reacts with confusion and fear and dies on the spot. I did this to a mouse once, held it in my hand and closed my fingers around it, and gave it a *GENTLE* little squeeze. *THE MOUSE* had this enormous kick back reaction overestimating the danger it was in, basically I scared it to death. It was quite amazing, the thing just died in my hand, and left me feeling, well there are no words to describe it, unintentionally *RESPONSIBLE*. Saddest thing, this little mouse dead in my hand. It was SO counter to my intention. So a being does this to a body, then finds another body to take care of to make up for the prior death. Thus he *ASSOCIATES* with the new body, either loosely, or tightly by entering it, in order to control it, guide it, give it a better life than it would have gotten alone. And yes bodies are very grateful for being taken care of properly by a wise thetan, but a thetan who is sub death on the tone scale trying to make up for a past body death is not in good enough shape to take care of anything, let alone a body. Especially once the thetan is so far gone on the subject of taking care of bodies that he BECOMES the body, live once, die once, that's it bud. Its an effort to force being careful on himself. Knowing one is immortal leads to lackadaisical control over fragile items and leads to unintended accidents. So one figures that pretending to mortal will put the fear of God into him and keep him on the straight and narrow. Bye bye happiness, joy and laughter however. So the guy is all worried about upcoming death in his present body and the deaths of others, and he's mortal as meat, so its all very serious to him, and he wants to know how to audit it. Well certainly auditing out a past death will get him over his mortality fast enough, and he will see WHY he has a body in the first place and why he is so worried about future deaths. But between that last death and his present body was a BIRTH. And an assumption, a DONNING of the body as beingness and identity. He no longer is in association with bodies, he no longer is having, owning, controlling, protecting bodies, he IS a body. That's at BEING OBJECTS down on the tone scale. When the horse rancher neighs at you, you know you have a problem. Now we don't have to run out the engram of BIRTH, because that's a done to the body by the mother, but we do have to run out the engram of the assumption, because the thetan took absolute control over the body and submerged its very self determinism into a mausoleum. He isn't going to let that body do a thing or think a thought for itself. *HE IS CRUSHING THE BODY'S OWN CONTROL CENTERS OUT OF EXISTENCE* It's a very deep rock solid engram, and there is no auditing outside of it, meaning the pc is not going to go earlier to a prior death through that wall of charge on the assumption. He committed a HUGE overt act against the body and all of life by becoming a body. He may be overjoyed at the opportunity to make up for his sorry miserable past, but at what cost to the body and life around him. He has it justified up the wazoo. And the body *LOVES AND HATES* him for it. Remember ANDS run where ORS won't. The body wants to be taken care of, but not that way. Put yourselves in its shoes. Oh right, you already are. As long a the preclear thinks that birth and the assumption are a good thing, and is using both as a solution to a prior death, the preclear is himself sub death, that is sub distaster, inactuality, delusion, hysteria, catatonia, shock and oblivion. The disaster was the prior body's life and death. The inactuality is the donning of a new body, BECOMING IT. If you ARE a body, you certainly haven't lived before. The delusion is the preclear thinks he IS a body. Hysteria is caused by the effort to ENTER AND LEAVE a body at the same time. Catatonia is letting the world raise you. And Oblivion is your 9 to 5 life being a righteous asshole. The whole package is being sub death, because the being is no longer being a thetan AT body death or even Pity on the tone scale, he's being a BODY, at being objects on the tone scale. Being sub death, the preclear won't be able to run prior deaths, except dub in. He will run them as a Black V. Let me tell you, a Black V never ran anything of worth. They will tell you they have, but they are monster food, every one. Black V's are for the birds, bird food has more free theta than a Black V. There is full 360 viso at the moment of the incident your preclear needs to run. He will first get 360 on the incident he needs to run, then he will get 360 on his entire bank. No worse hell than to be impinged upon by every moment of unconfronted unwillingness the preclear and all his BT's have accumulated over trillions of years. Then he will get 360 on the environment from inside his head. It will be crystal clear, as if etched in eternal glass, and will be SMALLER than the visio presented by the body. There will be no need to get out of the body at all, because he won't be impinging on the body at that moment. It won't matter WHERE he is, he will still be able to see everything crystal clear. WANTING to get out of your body is actually sub death apathy about being free of your body, where you won't care if you are out of it or in it. Then he will be able to pull out of the body without trying to take his body's viso with him. He's got his body's visio confused with his own, and he is literally tring to rip the front of his face of and take it with him when he tries to exteriorize. This creates somatics. Once he has his own visio back, he can let go of the body's visio which is big and crude. From the body's viewpoint the universe is designed to look overwhelmingly HUGE. From the thetan's viewpoint the universe is big but it ain't THAT big. The thetan is natively a small crystal ball of clear vision, when he enters a body he is suddenly confronted by this HUGE TV screen WAY bigger than he is, which is providing the body's visio to him. Once exterior, the thetan can change his sense of size, but mostly not by making himself bigger, but by fitting the entire universe within him. The first time a thetan walks into a body he is shocked by how BIG the view screen of life is, like walking into an IMAX movie house with 100 foot surround sound screens. When he gets out of the body, he is much happier being small with the entire universe within him, rather than the other way around, a huge universe with him as a body lost inside it. Association, sex, birth, owning, controlling, protecting, and assuming/donning bodies are the earlier beginning to death and becoming sub death as a thetan. Past, present and future, are what, how and why. Fail to audit at your own risk. Homer ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith The Paths of Lovers Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 KC2ITF Cross Internet Access, Ithaca NY homer@lightlink.com In the Line of Duty http://www.lightlink.com Sat Sep 2 02:36:01 EDT 2006