NO SOME At the top is what I want. I don't want to be awake forever, I want to be able to sleep forever. So at the top, is sleep forever. Now if someone wants to be awake forever, like an Eye that has been glued open, he can do that, he won't because its a one way flow which will eventually jam, but he can. If someone wants to sleep forever, like an Eye that has been glued shut, he can do that to, but try sleeping forever, after a while you just gotta get up and go out and get into trouble. As below, so is above, as below is only a harmonic of above. Now the issue of causation is a tricky one, LRH said that one could conceive of higher states than total love and total cause. The AllThatIs is a two function actuality. It is like a highly polished piece of glass, with absolutely nothing on one side, and on the other are an infinite number of little circles each with a scene inscribed inside it. The empty side is the static, it is the substrate that holds the true causal agency that makes things happen on the other side. On the side with the circles, each circle is an eternal immutable conscious unit mocking something up. The circle is timeless, but the mockups come and go. The circle can either be in a state of mocking up something, or not mocking up something, meaning nothing in the circle. That would be a state of total sleep, not even self awareness which is just another mockup. Awareness of Awareness as sufficient communication means the being doesn't need awareness of anything ELSE to be happy, although he will soon be creating awareness of all kinds of things as he comes down scale into the kinetic. But higher than awareness of awareness is simply no awareness. In other words NO awareness is higher than SOME awareness. All aberration is enforced basic truth, aberration is based on unawareness, thus basic truth, native state, is fair chosen unawareness. Now it is true we are trying to get preclears to a higher state of awareness in order to go clear. But we are trying to get them into a higher awareness of THINGS THAT ARE ALREADY GOING ON, we just want them to be aware of them as they go on rather than be slightly dull about them. There is no unconscious mind, but there is a semi conscious mind, one CAN be aware of it when it operates, but generally one is bypassing it and letting it operate as it will without much attention. Once a preclear can operate an item with full awareness, they vanish the item, and then they are no longer aware of it because it isn't there any more. At the end of this road is no awareness of any more items existing because all items are gone. That includes awareness of self, personal agency, agency of anything else in the universe and awareness of the static itself, which is an oxymoron. We also need to keep straight that the plane of glass has two operating functions, static and kinetic, and that the souls etched on one side are the conscious window into the kinetic. THE STATIC IS NOT CONSCIOUS! Only the conscious window to the kinetic is conscious. The Buddhists had a line quoted in Sagan's Cosmos series, that Brahma's day and night were each 100 million years long. For 100 million years Brahma sleeps and nothing exists in manifestation. Then for 100 million years Brahma wakes up, his 'I' opens up into awareness, and he creates dreamtimes and jumps in, to populate his own creations with himselves. This is God in carnation as a multi I AM being. God is a hydra, one body, many heads. This was the story of Argus, a Greek mythological who had 100 eyes. His body is the static, his eyes are each one a soul. The point is the natural cycle of existence is no manifestation followed by some manifestation, followed again by no manifestation. This idea that we need to become more and more aware until we are aware forever will drive anyone nuts, as beings need REST from awareness. You have had trillions upon trillions of unescapeable years of awareness trying to die forever in deeper and deeper levels of MEST (matter, energy, space and time), and now you want an infinite amount of awareness forever and ever Amen? Infinite awareness in time is infinite ON, and that's hell forever. Infinite awareness outside of time is impossible, as true eternality is sleep. You may find laughter and peace just before you fall asleep, but asleep it is. All awareness is a pockmark on the face of God. That's the Sufi's. Trying to become all aware all the time will quickly make one dead, its a one way flow into hell, and the being detests the very idea of it. The proof of this, beyond the fact that the being detests the idea to the bottom of his soul, lies in the fact that processes directed at not knowing, not being aware of, and not being cause, work way faster and produce almost instant relief. And they restore the being to the willingness to be cause, and the ability to not be cause. Not being cause doesn't mean being an effect. It means letting go utterly and absolutely. Spot NO awareness. (Remember NO means pretended NO) Spot SOME awareness. The NO-SOME on awareness will take a preclear pretty quickly to the core of his case where he will see that the answer to existence is to forget it for good. Put the question in the past, the answer in the future, and let go of the present. 'Nothing there'. Screw this, "the price of freedom is eternal vigilance", stuff. If you really want to make some case gain, I mean really start playing with the warp core of your being, try Spot NO Nothing. Spot SOME Nothing. Spot NO Something. Spot SOME Something. The being generally considers and experiences himself to be a nothing, and everything he sees around him to be a something. Truth is, the being is the only actual something around, and everything he sees around him are actually glow in the dark nothings, glowing in the body of the nothing (himself) which is the actual something. The guy has been asking questions FOREVER. What am I? Who am I? Where did I come from? Where am I? What am I doing here? Where am I going? What am I supposed to be doing? How did I get here? Why am I suffering? How do I stop it? What is it? Why is it? Who or what is cause around here and why is it such an asshole? Run, "Tell me a question." List them all, until no more. Understand that all questions are created as a question answer pair. We aren't talking about physical universe science type questions, we are talking about questions he has about himself and his world as a spiritual being. The physical universe is one huge mystery to itself, it is supposed to be, it was created that way. The being however, in his attempt to conquer the physical universe, has become a huge mystery to himself also, and that was a very big error, although a necessasry and fair chosen one so that he could get so messed up. Why visit a store, if you aren't going to crash land in its window and destroy the place? He is pretending very hard he hasn't a clue to what the answers are to these questions. So he tries very hard to ask questions, and look for answers. Knowing by looking will kill you dead. Leave that to the scientists, they are well on their way. One creates with looking by knowing. You know, that creates a looking. One dies with knowing by looking. You don't know, you look to find out. If you consider that LRH spent almost a whole life time trying to find out and clear his GPMS, and his first goal GPM turned out to be 'To Find', you can get some feel for the ludicrosity of this stuff. (GPMS are Goals Problem Masses, they get created by the desire for games that can not be won and can not be lost, but might be played forever if you are lucky. The two opponents are so evenly matched, they never win and never lose, and a mass forms that eventually buries both of them.) Question asking is the dying screams of the preclear. Take up each question in turn and run the following. Spot NO Question. (Denying he has the question) Spot SOME Question. Spot NO Answer. (Denying he has the answer) Spot SOME Answer. Each one has to be loosened up with the above and run out. Eventually he will find he is dramatizing NO-SOME on questions he hasn't a clue about. He can't list them, but he has to run them anyhow. Notice asking 'What question am I asking?' is a question he is asking, and the question asking HAS TO STOP, or he will continue to turn the taffey machine over and over, making it impossible to go clear. Go ahead, create some peace, notice how things are, then ask a question. Notice what it does to your face and spine. Where ever there is a NO-SOME going on, he will have a black hard spot in his space, face, head, spine, body etc. Most of these he won't know what the question/answer pair is that goes with them. The idea isn't to find them either, the idea is simply to run NO-SOME until it loosens up and he sees how he is making them harder by asking questions. Eventually he will say 'Oh phooey with questions and answers' and start to lift his bank off his face directly. Basically he's got it keyed in by trying to understand it. It isn't understandable, other than if you have it, and wonder about it, you will have more of it. Restimulation is a 3 phase process. An entity embodies a postulate. You want a nut and bolt, bang you got one. The entity BECAME one for you. Entities can mockup anything, you want a cow, you got a cow. The preclear himself can hardly mockup himself as anything any more. Entities don't have this problem. Unfortunately entities don't mockup things at the preclear's command, they have their own rules for mocking things up and down. But when they mock something up, man do you have it. The preclear is in a space filled with uncountable numbers of entities. When something gets restimulated, an entity becomes it, thus mocking it up for the preclear. WHAT the entity mocks up may or may not come from the preclear's own time track, Dianetics says it does, the rest of Scientology says it doesn't. Preclears have little use for their own time track, so entities, always trying to mock up something useful, will create anything from anywhere, other's time tracks, stolen time tracks, implanted time tracks, time tracks invented wholesale for no reason at all, anything but the preclear's own time track. So the preclear runs into mother say, and an entity mocks up a slinky all balled up, with razor blades along the wire. So now the preclear has a ball of barbed wire and razor blades around his head. Its just a mockup, it isn't affecting the preclear yet. The entity is going 'This work, boss?' That's phase one, restimulation. Then the preclear has to take that ball of razor blades and smash it into his face, you see he can't mockup the razor blades himself, but he can certainly cut himself to shreds with the ones made by the entity. That's phase two, USE of the mockup. Then the preclear has to start asking questions and really grind the thing in so it won't vanish on its own. "Where did this come from?" "How do I get rid of it?" "Will medicine help?" "Why am I sick all the time?" "WOWICAH,AWIISAA!" All just to make his mothing wrong. Now what the being is really doing is going, "NO razor blades." "SOME razor blades." He's denying they are there so Mommy doesn't notice his deceit, but keeping them around just enough to make him sick as a dog for the rest of his life, so Mommy will stop being a bitch. So he's going NO SOME NO SOME NO SOME NO SOME NO SOME. At first knowingly, although not in so many words, but then unknowingly, NO SOME NO SOME NO SOME NO SOME. He's furious at his mother, so he's also going NO ANGER, SOME ANGER, NO SYMPATHY, SOME SYMPATHY, NO MOTHER, SOME MOTHER. In fact if you take a good long look at your average wog on the street, or boy friend, his entire mind is simply chattering away NO SOME NO SOME NO SOME NO SOME on about 1 or 2 hundred different items and questions, and anger, fear, sorrow, apathy, death and pity. Each one of these NO-SOME's forms a solid ridge of GPM mass, that he can't put his thetan hand through. Just scan your body and brain for areas you can't swipe your mental hand through, those are NO SOMES. NO Eternality, SOME Eternality NO Immortality, SOME Immortality NO Mortality, SOME Mortality NO Between lives, SOME Between lives NO Choice, SOME Choice No DANGER SOME DANGER He's got a NO SOME on every item of importance he has ever had in his life. Yes, no, yes, no, maybe, maybe not, maybe not. That's the entire rhythm of his personality. OK, so you run NO-SOME on anything you can find, anger, fear, sorrow, apathy, death, pity, guilt, regret, joy, anything, oh and oh yes, questions and answers. After a while your preclear realizes he is jamming this knotted slinky of razor blades into his own face trying to figure out how they work, how they got there, why it's going on, who did this to him etc. Finally he gets back to no more items, no more dramatizatinos, no more questions/answers on THIS particular damn set of razor blades, and he starts to simply move them ever so slowly off his face. It might take him an hour or two of simply moving them in the direction they were before he shoved them so hard into his brain. Then the razor baldes go back to being simply a mockup. Then he runs NOTS on the entity embodying the mockup and they vanish. "Hey you, old friend, nice set of razor blades you got there, thanks, they came in useful. What's your name? What's your job title? What's your desire? Who are you? How many are you? (prepare to count up into the quintillions. You don't need an exact number, nearest power of 10 is fine.) You are real people. You can be a free being again, you would prefer that wouldn't you? So, in the Name of the High US, would you please get lost?" By the time you have gotten through all that, the entity will be gone and the razor blades will be gone, and some other entity will be waiting in line the next time you run into your mother, probably with a bag of nails. Thats fine, use them, but don't lose sight its a deceit of magnitude and making your old mother feel sorry for you, isn't helping her with her bag of nails one little bit. And it may be failing to BE a mother that inspired a bag of nails in her own child long ago. Homer -- ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith The Paths of Lovers Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 KC2ITF Cross Internet Access, Ithaca NY homer@lightlink.com In the Line of Duty http://www.lightlink.com Sun May 30 01:43:25 EDT 2010