SUICIDE AND KAMIKAZE v2.0 Dangerous... This posting refers to the original posting: But read this v2.0 posting first. SUICIDE AND KAMIKAZE CORRECTED http://www.clearing.org/cgi/archive.cgi?/homer/adore586.memo It's workability is in accurately knowing who to kill and when. The whole reactive bank is made of a whole track of wanting to kill, attempted killing, killing, failing to kill, regretting killing, not killing, failing to not kill and regretting not killing. Not to mention being killed :) I mean really, how many people die a 'natural death?' The body is made of death engrams. That's all there is in the bank, being the cause of death and being the effect of death whether natural or not. 90 percent of the bank is trying to kill with a thought, bullets came later, and much of that is trying to kill others by killing oneself, through sympathy, guilt etc. This is the key to the service fac and grade 4 computation that keeps the whole bank caved in on oneself. Unfortunately the whole bank doesn't have enough force to kill a thetan, and the being has to keep his body alive anyhow to see if his ploy is working on others... A suicide mission is defined as a mission that one will probably not come back from, or one which one knows, as part of the plan, that they won't come back. Kamikaze is not much different, whether the guy wears a coat of explosives and harms others by 'blowing himself up', or the guy sets off the enemy ammo dump from deep inside it where he can't get out in time, in either case he harms himself by 'blowing others up.' In the end they both get blown up, you see? Fixation on cause, whether blowing up me blew up you, or blowing up you blew up me, is kind of silly. Or the guy who saves a comrade or his troop by throwing himself on a grenade. The end is all the same, good guy dies, but other good guys live and/or bad guys die in greater number. The real issue is not who blew up whom, but collateral damage, innocent bystanders etc. Generally these are not an honorable part of suicide missions or kamikaze. There are 50 ways to leave your lover, and probably lots more ways to leave your life. But it is still unclear to me when Adore says 'The purpose of life is Kamikaze', or 'A reason to die is reason to live', whether Adore means to kill or simply to undertake a suicide mission, which may end up oneself dead, but not involve actually killing others, except in the long term effects that enlightenment might have upon the corrupt and already death directed. You might get killed publishing The Proof for example. THE PROOF http://www.lightlink.com/theproof Or, er, this posting. No violence out, lots of violence in. So the suicide mission can be physical, emotional, mental or spiritual. Remember Adore says that divinity doesn't give a damn, it won't turn you away no matter who you are or what you have done, but neither will it call after you, no matter how innocent, if you go the wrong direction. Divinity ain't your mama. So the guy who commits suicide because he's trying to get people to feel sorry for him, well the Lord won't. But neither will the Lord hate those that kill themself instead in a sane cause, kamikaze. The law of the sky has different rules than the law of the land. The law of the land says you can only kill during a time of war. The law of the sky says yeah, so, and? Meaning we are always at war whether we know it or not. We are at war against spiritual insanity and the weight of the status quo. "When law makers outlaw criminals, criminals become law makers." - Adore That's because its a lot safer for a criminal to hide in congress than out on the streets. Criminal law makers then create criminal laws that inure to the benefit of criminals and not the sovereign citizen. Notice a 'criminal law' is not a law that declares somthing to be criminal (meaning illegal), a criminal law is a law THAT IS CRIMINAL, meaning morally bankrupt. That's a hard one, consider the difference between something that is illegal and something that is criminal for a while, until you get it, and can't lose it ever again, no matter how much violence, propaganda and lousy logic they fois gras you with. Laws are commissioned by the citizen to restrain the government, not the citizen, they tell the government what they can and can not do when a citizen errs. A lawless government is a far worse problem than a lawless citizenship. That's because the lawless citizen has a gun, the lawless government has an ARMY. When the government becomes ass backwards and declares (for the good of the citizenry) that the purpose of law is to constrain the citizen and that the government is thus not constrained by law, you have a social mausoleum aborning. The government sells this idea to the citizenry through FEAR, 'we must put you in a prison for your own good'. When Merchants of Fear rule, life becomes not worth living. I am not a conspiracy theorist, I would never claim that the government would covertly CREATE incidents of chaos to enhance their sales of fear, not under the American Flag, but it could happen elsewhere in the world. As the law becomes heavier and heavier with criminal laws, the staus quo gets heavier and heavier with stone with that can not easily be changed. Government likes the status quo, because by definition the status quo includes keeping the present government around. The government and the people in it want to SURVIVE. And keeping the status quo is the essence of survival, don't you see. So eventually the government starts to fight for its own surival at the expense of the people, all the while claiming what it is doing is for the good of the people who would fall apart without the government. That is arrogance, vanity, conceit and hubris all rolled into one. A government may have a vague conception that its purpose is to benefit the people, but a government is utterly incapable of the thought that maybe the best way to serve the people is to get rid of the government, or replace its form with something new and more honest. Or at least a change of staff, which is why as long as the constitution is sound, voting the miscreants out of office every 4 years is a good thing and saves a lot of pain in all the revolutions that don't have to happen. Such democracies are thus self correcting as long as the elections remain free and fair. In such cases, people get the government they deserve. Thus people have a moral duty to take the most dangerous but effective path in their lives against the status quo, not to destroy the functioning of the social engine, but to enhance it by removing the stone from its gears. In general the only ones who lose are the present government and those who suck at its tit or who are embarnacled on it. Life is change for the better, not the status quo, the status quo is a heavy yoke that eventually buries everyone in stone. After a while even the high rises made of stone are built in the shape of the Nazi Eagle. GOD SPEAKS TO YOU THROUGH YOUR CONSCIENCE. The law of the sky says that the highest arbiter of right and wrong is your conscience. Your conscience is the only time God speaks to you that is not hearsay. Since YOU ARE GOD IN CARNATION, having a conscience so you can talk to your higher self is a good thing. "When you get to the Pearly Gates, St. Peter won't be asking you if you did what was legal, he will be asking you if you did what was RIGHT." - Adore Even if GOD HIMSELF tells you to do something that your conscience says is wrong, you follow your conscience, or someday the real Lord will have your ass in fire for a while for your disloyalty to yourself as a full instantiation of the Divine infinite. All things are judged and condemned or confirmed by YOUR OWN conscience. You may not have a clear sight when you are alive in a body, but boy is your sight clear when you die. Thus the legend that we suffer judgement after we die. Yes, but its only you doing the judging, others can't even come into the court room, your light is so bright. THERE IS NO OTHER ARBITER OF RIGHT AND WRONG IN THE WORLD OF MAN OR GOD THAN YOUR CONSCIENCE. Your moral duty is ALWAYS to do what is right, and never to do what is wrong. What is LEGAL is at best a confused subset of what is right and often a blatant instantiation of what is wrong. Notice YOUR CONSCIENCE doesn't mean someone else's conscience. If there is a conflict between your conscience and someone else's conscience, your conscience wins, EVEN IF YOU DECIDE LATER TO CHANGE YOUR DECISION. Conscience is never wrong, but logic can be wrong, and clear sightedness can be cloudy, and unexpected consequences to actions can be, well unexpected, so it is always ok to change your mind about what is right and wrong. People point out that you should be using THEIR conscience to judge your actions because your conscience uses a thinking process that can be faulty. Just don't listen to their lies unless your conscience tells you their conscience is more attuned to right and wrong than yours is, and that their thinking is more mature and clear sighted. The High Us, as God incarnation, is forgiving, all sins are washed away by a true confession and repentence (cessation of sin). "Who or what is cause around here, and why is it such an asshole?!" No hell can outlast a true confesssion. That might seem unreasonable for a human, but people are not suffering only from human sins, they are suffering from divine sins, and there in lies the magic of a true confession. A being in good operating shape can rewrap the universe around him pretty much as he sees fit. It is based on a willingness to come in, and an absolutely clean slate at the divine level and a clear understanding of the mechanics of entrapment, via A-CHASE-B, and questions continuing pre postulates of limitation. A CHASE B http://www.clearing.org/cgi/archive.cgi?/homer/adore892.memo http://www.clearing.org/cgi/archive.cgi?/homer/adore900.memo Magicians of old would have given their eye teeth for those two ideas alone. Without them, they couldn't have done much anyhow. Leading a charmed life also depends on a perfect certainty not based on belief, faith or conviction, but on direct perception, that God is a multi being, that all life is God in carnation, and that the zombie zoners are your mothers, fathers, mates, sisters, brothers, sons and daughters lost in the nightmare of brains. There is no one in the prison of space time that is not family. THERE IS NO ONE WHO IS A THEM. THERE IS ONLY US. To start a true confession and clean slate, run NO MURDER SOME MURDER NO REGRET SOME REGRET NO VIOLENCE SOME VIOLENCE NO APOLOGY SOME APOLOGY NO REPENTENCE SOME REPENTENCE NO SIN SOME SIN NO WAGES SOME WAGES (consequences) NO GRACE SOME GRACE NO SALVATION SOME SALVATION If NO stops running, use REFUSED instead, you will need to. IF refused stops running use SUB-REFUSED. Remember to run ATTEMPTED MURDER by force or wish. Attempted murder counts as murder. Spot the INDECISION and the ORS. Spot the DECISIONS and the ANDS, NO SIN *AND* SOME SIN NO REPTENENCE *AND* SOME REPENTENCE Notice how the wrong WHY question continues a postulate of failure. He fails, which IS a postulate, he then asks why and seeks an answer down the time stream AWAY from the self vanishing postulate of failure, thus moving into permanent glum. And then he spends the rest of time begging God to destroy his enemies for him forever, selling his services to that God in return. That's the end of heaven for him even for a while. Heavenly while's are nailed into hells by forevers. The universe goes naturally right around a GodSoul with a clean slate, he doesn't have to command it to do so, HE HAS TO STOP COMMANDING IT TO GO WRONG VIA SIN and question asking. "Sin is mostly sinsong, singing another source done wrong song. Sinsong is not sin, as long as it is just song." - Adore. Sin is mostly violating whiles with forever and nevers. If he would just sit back and relax and stop careening around doing wrong, his life would go a lot better. Repentence of sin starts at running 'who do you still want to murder', refused apology and insisting on continuing to do the wrong thing, and unravels from there. Don't forget running apologies you SHOULDN'T HAVE GIVEN too! Sins are violations of conscience, that's it. Sin doesn't become a problem unless you justify it and continue it, at the same time as try to restrain it because you know its wrong. REGRET AND JUSTIFICATION, you see? Regret says don't do it, justification says do it. It is the *AND* that kills you and any hope for your future. Your mausoleum is made of *ANDS*. Either do it, or don't do it, but don't do BOTH at the same time, forever for free. Everyone in the status quo is playing the game of undermining your confidence in your conscience, and is trying to sell you their conscience and its dictates as the one true path to your survival and the survival of those you love. They want to live your life for you to THEIR benefit. Of they care for you, they would starve to death with out you. These are Merchants of Fear, "You had better not follow your conscience lest.... .... you come a cropper." 'Come a cropper' means to fall off a horse backwards. All liars lie, they claim it is for your good, but it is designed for their good AND THEY KNOW IT. They justify it with, "with out me you wouldn't survive at all, thus what is good for me, is good for you, me first, you second, tithe here or die..." The law of the land says that your conscience is subservient to the law of the land. In other words you are morally righteous if you follow your conscience only when it doesn't violate the law of the land, and you are morally righteous if you ALWAYS follow the law of the land. Is that the kind of world you wish to live in? THAT IS THE GOVERNMENT DEFENDING ITSELF, NOT DEFENDING YOU. You know your government has crossed the line when you hear them say: The purpose of the government is to defend the rights and freedoms of its people (which is true), and the greatest right of the people is freedom from terrorism (to which we now must sacrifice all your other rights and freedoms, so solly). You have a right to be free from fear? Life is made of danger, you have a right maybe to PLAY, not win. You have a right to PURSUE SURVIVAL AND HAPPINESS, not to HAVE survival and happiness. Who now will guarantee survival and happiness to you? When the government comes a knocking offering to do so, terminate it with prejudice before it has a chance to finish its first sentence. Also you know you are talking to the Devil, when you hear them say that criticism of the government is criticism of AMERICA and its constitution. That's when iticism of the *GOVERNMENT*, its people and its actions is called unamerican and unpatriotic. Remember that being able to criticize anything, is what America stands for. Who then is the UnAmerican or the UnPatriotic? Those who speak, or those try to silence? Speaking lies it at least speaking. If people can speak lies, then they can speak the truth. If they are not allowed to speak lies, then soon after they won't be able to speak the truth either, for who will judge which or whom to silence? Only a being and his own conscience can rightly silence himself. So who is the patriotic american, the one who says America is right when it is wrong, or the one who says the truth no matter what? The bellwether? You know you are done for when it becomes a high crime to criticize a war in progress. There is no possible excuse to continue a morally wrong war, or a war that was started by mistake, let alone by outright deceit. The way to support the soldiers in such a war is to BRING THEM HOME. What about saving face you say? You wish to save face with your son's blood? Saving face is about pretending you are right when you are wrong. Saving face is the JUSTIFICATION side of REGRET. Saving face is lying and is a sin of vast proportions because it allows the justification of continuing to do wrong once started. Saving face is a government's way to protect its own continuance beyond its time, not an effort to protect the reputation of its people. If you continue a wrong war to the end, you will either 'win' or lose. If you lose a wrong war, you will lose face anyhow, and it will be rubbed in your face for the rest of time. You want that? If you win a wrong war, you will save face only in your own eyes, as the whole rest of the world will see the truth and international respect will be gone although fear may keep others silent and offering you a pretense of respect. Perhaps you want that instead? Richness is having many options available to you, I always say. Some people are so desperate for a little respect, they will take pretense of respect instead. Lot's of options there. Respect is reserved for those that can admit when they are wrong when they are, and who refuse to admit they are wrong when they aren't. That is personal integrity you see. Does the government have any? As for the law of the sky, legal war and religious war are two very different things. Bigots like to make war over whose messiah has the bigger dick, but they are just selfish assholes who can't stand the smell of other's shit and who think that God hates others along side with them. And maybe he does, as most local God's are lesser unholinesses pretending to be Divinity itself. Such God's thrive on people AGREEING with them, all the while keeping the people debased in lies and slavery to space and time, and having BEEN MADE. God is kind of like a big Government. It may look all encompassing if you have never been out of the country. True Divinity doesn't give a rat's ass about any of it, Divinity gives you the playing field and the abilities to do what you wish with them, including create consequences or not as we are all moved to, in the game creation process. YOU ARE THAT GRANTING DIVINITY, AND YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO DO WITH YOURSELF AS YOU WILL. Remember everyone is responsible for their own condition, so no matter what you are doing to him, HE had to let you into his dreamtime knowing full well the possible consequences, and thus HE is culpable for anything done to him by anyone else. This is true even if he doesn't remember any of his choices to forget all of his choices to come in and be here. And down deep if these wrongs stick to him, (don't heal, no lesson learned) he is feeling guilty himself of the same or worse, either earlier or later. Like a cat waiting for a bird, the sinner waits for a wrong to come in so he can feel absolved for the wrong he did earlier. Guilt is patient in that way. "Patient as hell, as a patient in hell." -Adore But that cycle turns to stone, don't you see, and sinks the person in time forever more, and that is all there is that does that. Reversed time order of cause and effect, later justification covering earlier regret. That's because the wrong that comes in to him has to be SOLID in order to really wrong him, and he has to be SOLID too, in order to be the effect of it. So solid he becomes, a stone in time, the TIMESTONE of Adore. "Mortals bow and pray to the God of Time, Stone, and Dust in the Wind. Their *FAITH* is not to be belittled. Eternal Pride however is Eternal Home. If Timestone be tombstone, then let wisdom be epitaph." - Adore The primary spiritual war is between the sane and the insane, between eternal life and eternal death, between the integrity of the High US, and the disintegrity of the (actually nonexistent) High Them. The bigot is stuck in a game against the High Them. The High Us is not quite sure what the word THEM means. They look around at each other, and can't find a THEM. Sort of like the Adorian Scale of Discount that goes from 'NO problem' at the bottom to 'I can't imagine what a problem is', at the top. SCALE OF DISCOUNT http://www.clearing.org/archive?/homer/act18.memo Anyhow the underlying idea to these games of US vs THEM was not to waste one's death, to not die in a meaningless way... Only a warrior would have the concern though. Every soldier has to consider the wasting of his life balanced against the wasting of enemy lives. The soldier that is trying to come home no matter what, is not a good soldier. You go to war NOT to come back, because if you come back someone else didn't, and probably someone of the enemy did. The good soldier is always looking for a way to maximize enemy losses via suicide missions or kamikaze. If he manages to come back from the suicide mission, he probably didn't take out enough of the enemy, so he lives to try again another day, confident in the sure knowledge of his death before the war is over, and just so, the more he kills the sooner it will be over. Not every warrior lives by those rules, but those that do are a bitch. The rest feel guilty because they came back and their buddies didn't. For zombie zoners, both their life and deaths are meaningless. One can kill bodies with bullets, or one can kill ideas with ideas. It doesn't have to be about physical violence, but it does have to be about life and death. About time(stone) and eternity. The best way to bring evil low is to expose it, and reintegrate it into the community of friends. It takes a big being to do that though. One who can admit he is wrong when he is, and has no face to save before the face of God, the light of himself as a full instantiation of the divine infinite. "Humor results from Good and Evil resolving back into Divinity, and then into incomprehensible Omni Awesome Peace, that would manifest again one day into these amazing universes of Humor and Seriousness." From Adore.com HOW TO RUN Oh, hell, and here's a rundown for the silly minded. Run around and around, "What does Good NOT do?" "What does Good do?" "What does Evil NOT do?" "What does Evil do?" "What does Divinity NOT do?" "What does Divinity do?" "Get the idea of Seriousness." "Get the idea of Humor" "Get the idea of Peace. E/P: Not there. 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