MIRA We apparently live in a universe whose highest forms of pleasure are fine wine and unconsolable sorrow. The sorrows are unconsolable because our very conception of the Cosmic All is a direct violation of our Sovereign Desire. Every comm line you make will one day be taken from you. They were given to you without your say so, and so will they be taken from you without your say so. Life consists of an endless stream of expected and unexpected interuptions in relationship. You will be crying after that cat forever until you meet up with it again and whap it across the valley for getting itself killed under the tire of a car. I mean that's why we spent so much time taking care of it so it could waste us a big one in the end for no good reason, right? Perhaps then you can snuggle up with you cat again, and be reconciled. "This universe treats love like the oceans treat sand castles in the sand." - Adore Run Spot NO CHANGE. Spot SOME CHANGE. OR Get the idea of NO CHANGE. Get the idea of SOME CHANGE. Run it on all flows, creatively and historically, for better or worse, past, present and future. Don't even think about running this solo, find a friend. No friends, no auditing. Friends first, auditing second. Oh of course, if you are God in carnation, you can solo it, but if all you are is a human turd basket who can't even cry about your cat, let alone your Eternity, then no. Get real. Of course if you are a God in carnation, you could probably create a friend too, that would be an interesting change. And certainly creating a friend would be easier than trying to solo CHANGE alone. The being is caught in a CHANGE/NO CHANGE reality. Everything is changing, and that isn't changing. He is using CHANGE (flows) to create NO CHANGE (stuck ridges). Then he is using NO CHANGE to change others via demand for sympathy. Time is the basic change, and boy does he have the brakes on time. He is no longer putting time there, time is putting him there and everything he does put or find there, time eventually takes away from him, usually in worse shape than he found it. He is trying to stop knowing, looking, emoting, effort, thinking, eating, death, sex and mystery. He does this by crushing these things, making nothing of them, not-ising them, and nailing them out of existence with FLOWS. Anything but adore them, operate them or put them there. Ridges produced by colliding flows (change) produce the illusion of no change, almost static. All aberration is the effort to vanish something by not-ising it with force producing flows, blackness and mental mass. But there is no freedom in that darkness, freedom to choose what you experience, in of that faux static. A ridge radiates one thing, pain and misery, continuously, constantly and forever. Although the ridges LOOK like they are not changing, they are white hot from the vibration of being smashed together so hard and so long. All your preclear has to do is LOOK for vibration, get faster himself, and he will see the writhing motion in the stillness of the ridge. He may only see blackness at first or invisibility, but that's a shield against the blind light of the ridge. Like dark clouds hiding the sun. And like magma under high pressure it may look like it is going nowhere, but changeless it is not. He has turned linear change (colliding flows) into oscillatory change (ridges) and considered the hard stuff that results to be no change. The route to a death spiraling marble is a tortuous amount of squishing and squashing, over a long period of time. Thus in auditing a ridge, one can alternately spot that it is not changing, namely its still there as a ridge, and that it is changing, in that it is wiggling and squirming and radiating pain, darkness and light continuously. When it starts to burst with candy land color, you know the ridge is coming apart. That the ridge continues to writhe is CHANGE, that it never lessens in intensity or improves in quality is NO CHANGE. And yes, your preclear considers the apparent NO change to be actual NO change, and it becomes his not so hidden standard, because it is what he is trying to kill FOREVER AT ALL COSTS, NO CHANGE, and thus what is killing him for being in his own line of fire. THERE IS NO GETTING BETTER WITH OUT RUNNING OUT THESE APPARENCIES OF NO CHANGE. All charge of importance is covered under the apparency of no charge and no change. Remember that no change is a solution to too much change. How does one run out NO CHANGE? By getting honest and creating it, of course, as he already is, with CHANGE IN COLLISION, and then by direct postulate. Now NO CHANGE usually refers to pretended no change, on the CDEINR scale. Curious, Desire, Enforce, Inhibit, *NO*, Refused, and Sub Refused. Yes Goober, there is a Sub Refused, watch for it on the meter, it won't read and release unless you get it, especially upsets and ARC breaks. "Has some affinity been sub refused?" Most people don't want to run that deep, but most people don't really want to get better either. They want to change without changing. So they have this classic AND going, change AND not change at the same time. Then the whole thing sinks down into oblivion on a REFUSED AND and SUB REFUSED AND, and they wonder why they feel malaise all day long. Or engage in the fine wine too much. Try going straight some time. Then find out how loud you can scream your love across the span of all universes that ever were or ever will be. Maybe the cat will hear. And come back to you and meow in your dreams. Homer ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith Clean Air, Clear Water, Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 A Green Earth, and Peace, Internet, Ithaca NY homer@lightlink.com Is that too much to ask? http://www.lightlink.com Sun Aug 18 20:27:01 EDT 2013