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Date:         Wed, 19 Apr 89 17:46:37 EDT
From:         "Homer W. Smith" 
Subject:      Murder Rundown
To:           "Atlanta Bound? (Feldman, Shari)" ,
              adore-l@ualtavm
In-Reply-To:  Your message of Sat, 1 Apr 89 17:13:15 est


.ce The Murder Rundown.

     There are a number of important sections to our history
that need consideration if we are to clean up our memory.

     There is this life.

     There are past lives.

     There are IN BETWEEN lives, which are very important as they
result in HAVING a lifetime with a body.

     There is before bodies.

     There is before Earth.

     There is before this Universe.

     There are all the universes before this universe.
Each universe was a decay out of the previous universe to the next one.

     There is the First Universe.

     There is the Home Universe where in it first all went wrong.

     There is the secret TRUE Home Universe where in we were
Sovereign and chose to create the second Home Universe where in
it first all went wrong.

     Before that there was freedom.

     Before that there were earlier cycles of Universes which probably
do not affect our present condition.


     A very big part of remembering past lives is remembering past
deaths.  Our track has been one of War, Torture, Famine, Disease,
Cruelty, Punishment, Disaster, Betrayal and every once in a while
a natural death or two.

     Thus the Murder Rundown.

     What is murder?  For the purposes of the Murder Rundown, murder
is any killing of a life form, whether legally or illegally,
on purpose or by accident, as an act of war or as an act of crime.
Murder in this context simple means to kill, to cause the death of.
It has no other connotation or detonation implicitly or explicitly
implied in the following material.


In your past...

Have you ever murdered anyone?

Has anyone ever murdered you?

Are you aware of any murders?

Have you ever murdered another SLOWLY?
Has another murdered you slowly?
Have you ever murdered another quickly?
Has another murdered you quickly?

As a good guy have you murdered a bad guy?
As a bad guy have you murderd a good guy?
As a good guy have you murdered a good guy?
As a bad guy hae you murdered a bad guy?

Have you ever murdered an ally?
Has an ally ever murdered you?
Have you ever let an ally be murdered?
Has an ally ever let you be murdered?

Have you ever been executed for committing a murder?
Have you ever executed someone for comitting a murder?
Have you murdered someone who witnessed you murdering another?
Have you murdered someone who was going to tell on you?
Have you ever murdered someone to hide something?

Have you committed a murder for which you have not been punished?
Have you gotten away with murder?
Has another murdered you for which they have never been punished?
Have others gotten away with murdering you?

Have you ever wanted to murder someone?
Do you still want to murder someone?
Will you ever want to murder someone?

Are there people you would murder if you could get away with it?

Are there people you are wishing dead?
Are others wishing YOU dead?

As a parent have you ever murdered your child?
As a child have you ever murdered a parent?
As a child have you ever murdered yourself?
As a parent have you ever murdered yourself leaving your child to cope?
As a mother have you ever murdered your husband?
What did your children think?
As a father have you ever murdered your wife?
What did your children think?

Have you ever murdered a child because it cried too much or made
too much nosie?
As a child have you ever been murdered for crying too much or making
too much noise?

If you found out that your father had murdered your mother in a past
life, what would you think?
If you found out that your mother had murdered your father in a past
life, what would you think?

Have you ever murdered another's lover?
Has another murdered your lover?

Have you ever lost a friend to murder?
Has a friend of yours ever comitted murder?
Have you ever caused another to lose a friend to murder?

Have you wanted to murder your mother?
Has your mother wanted to murder you?
Have you wanted to murder your father?
Has your father wanted to murder you?
Has your mother wanted to murder your father?
Has your father wanted to murder your mother?

Have you ever murdered yourself on purpose?
Have you ever murdered yourself on purpose to destroy another?
Have you ever murdered yourself by mistake?

Has your mother ever wanted to murder herself?
Has your father ever wanted to murder himself?

Has your mother tried to murder herself while pregant with your body?
Has your mother tried to murder your body while in her womb?
Has your mother tried to murder your baby body after it was born?
Have you gone after that being in a later life?

As a mother have you murdered yourself while pregnant?
As a mother have you murdered a child while it was in your womb?
As a mother have you murdered a child after it was born?
Has that body's spirit come after you in a later life?

As a spirit do you feel you could murder a body with your powers?
As a spirit have you ever tried to WISH a body dead?
As spritis, have others ever tried to WISH YOUR body dead?
Do you feel that at one time wishing things dead worked?
Have you ever tried to wish something alive again that died?
Have you ever tired to wish alive again what you just wished dead?

Have you ever regretted murdering someone or something?
Have you ever regretted NOT murdering someone or something?

Have you ever tried to murder another Immortal spirit?
Has anyone ever tried to murder YOUR immortal spirit?

Have you ever tried to make another spirit drop out of the game FOREVER.
Has another ever tried to make you drop out of the game FOREVER.

Have you ever FAILED to murder someone you should have?
Has anyone ever FAILED to murder you when they should have?

If you were free would you be able to tolerate life and death in others?

As a spirit have your ever accidentally murdered a body while being
affectionate to it?

As a spirit have your ever murdered a body for sexual fun?

As a spirit have you ever murdered a body accidentally during sexual
fun?

As a spirit has a body ever grown old and died on you?
Did this surprise you?

As a spirit have you ever tried to make a body grow old before
its time?
As a spirit have you ever tried to make a body grow young?

As a spirit have you ever tried to make an Immortal Body mortal?
As a spirit have you ever tired to make a mortal body Immortal?

If you had the ability to murder or grant life to bodies, what
would you do with it?
Have you ever tried to take this ability away from other spirits?
Have other spirits tried to take this ability away from you?

Have you ever murdered your body trying to get out of it?
Have you ever murdered your body on purpose IN ORDER to get out of it?
Did it work?
If it didn't work how long after it died until you finally exteriorized?
Have you ever murdered your body trying to get INTO it?
Have you ever murdered a body trying to STAY in it?
Have you ever murdered a body in order to get another spirit out of it?
Have you ever murdered a body to prevent another spirit from murdering
or abusing it?
Have you ever accidentally murdered a body while trying to prevent
another spirit from murdering or abusing it?

Have you ever murdered a body fighting over it for possession or control
with another spirit?
Have you ever murdered a body trying to kick another spirit out of it?
Have you ever murdered a body trying to insert another spirit IN it?
Have you ever murdered a body trying to keep it free of spirits?
Have you ever murdered a body while taking care of it?
Have you ever murdered another spirit's body while that spirit was
not looking?
Has another ever murdered your body while you were not looking?

Have you ever murdered a body you were given to take care of?
Has another ever murdered a body you gave them to take care of?

Have you ever had more than one body under your jurisdiction?
Have you ever forced two bodies you had to mate?

As a spirit did you ever bring two bodies together to mate because
YOU needed a new body to occupy?

Are you addicted to bodies?
Are you addicted to forgetfullness?
Are you addicted to remembering?
Are you addicted to death?
Are you addicted to life?

As a spirit did you bring your this life time parents
together to mate and have a child?
Did you regret doing this?

Have you ever murdered a body trying to make it have an orgasm?
Have you ever murdered a body IN ORDER to make it have an argasm?
Have you gone to far with sex?
Have you not gone far enough with sex?

Has another spirit ever taken over one of your bodies while
your were not looking?
What did you do when you found out?
Have you ever taken over a body under another spirit's jurisdiction
while they were not looking?
What did they do when they found out?

Have you ever hid in a body to avoid the authorities?
Have you ever failed to find someone who was hiding in a body?
Have you ever threatened someone hiding in a body, by threatening
their body?

Have you ever used a body to get back at a spirit?
Have you been imprisoned for ETERNITY in bodies for committing a murder?
Have you committed some other heinous crime such as murder of Beauty,
Justice or Truth?

Can Beauty, Justice or Truth really be murdered?

Have you ever been falsely accused of murder?
Have you ever falsely accused another of murder?

Have you ever murdered an opportunity for yourself or others?
Has another ever murdered an opportunity for yourself or others?

Have you ever tried to hurt, damage, injure or kill a spirit
by hurting, damaging, injuring or killing a body they were in or
associated with?

Have you ever tried to enslave or regiment a spirit by enslaving
or regimenting the body they were in or associated with?

Do you have a vested interest in others being stuck in bodies?
Do others have a vested interest in YOU being stuck in a body?

Have you ever believed you WERE a body to the detriment of your body or
yourself?
Have others ever believed they WERE a body to the detriment of their
bodies or themselves?
Have you ever believed others were a body to their detriment?
Has another ever believed YOU were a body to your own detriment?

Have you ever tried to ruin a persons life by ruining their body?
Has another ever tired to ruin your life by ruining your body?

Has believeing you were a body ruined your life?
Has believeing they were a body ruined others lives?

Have you ever murdered another's favorite body?
Has another ever murdered your favorite body?
Have you ever murdered your own favorite body?
By accident or on purpose?

Would it kill you to find out the truth?
Would it kill others to find out the truth?

Will it kill you to NOT find out the truth?
Will it kill others to NOT find out the truth?

Have you known about the Murder Rundown and chosen to forget about it?
Have others known about the Murder Rundown and chosen to
forget about it?

Have you ever failed to help another with the Murder Rundown?
Have others ever failed to help YOU with the Murder Rundown?

If you were to know the truth, would others come to murder you?
If others were to find the truth, would you go to murder them?

Have I left out or forgotten some question on the Murder Rundown?
Has there been some incorrect answer on the Murder Rundown?
Has there been some incorrect question on the Murder Rundown?

Is there some question you have not been asking yourself?
Is there some question others have not been asking themselves?

Is there some answer you have not been questioning?
Is there some answer others have not been questioning?

As a spirit have you ever murdered a body by trying to fly
it around?

Have you ever murdered your girl body because you wanted a boy body?
Have you ever murdered your boy body because you wanted a girl body?
Have you ever murdered anothers girl body because you
wanted a girl body?
Have you ever murdered anothers boy body because you
wanted a boy body?

Have you ever murdered a body out of jealously, envy, malintent, or
cowardly ignorance?
Have you ever murdered a body out of good intent?
Have you ever murdered the wrong body?
Have you ever murdered a body to find out it did not deserve it?

Have you ever failed to forgive a body?
Have you ever punished a body for endangering its own life, by
murdering it?

Have you ever murdered your own body to prevent it from being enlisted,
conscripted, enslaved, tormented, tortured or deranged?

Have you ever murdered a body to prevent information from being
extracted from it?
Have you ever murdered a body in the process of extracting information
from it?
Have you ever murdered a body after it gave you the information you
sought?
Have you ever promised not to murder a body if it did your will,
then murdered it anyway after it had complied?

Have you ever knowingly told someone you would not murder them
to better get them in a position to murder them?

Have you ever enlisted another to do your murders for you?
Have you ever payed for a contract on another?
Have you ever taken pay to murder another?

Have you ever murderd another for sex or 'love'?

Have you ever murdered a body slowly with drugs, alcohol or tobacco?
Has your body ever died of air pollution?

Have you ever murdered a planet, solar system, or galaxy?

What is the fastest death you have ever suffered?
What is the slowest death you have ever suffered?

Is there some form of body death that you are not confronting,
remembering, dealing with, or trying to make happen again?

Is there some body or spirit in your past that was most
specially an anathema to your existance?

Is there some body or spirit in your past that was most
specially an ally to your existence?

If you could get out of your body, and could be anything at all,
would you be willing to go be other dying bodies?

Are there people who should be murdered right now?  What will
happen to their spirits once the body they are stuck in is dead?

If you could wander free and grant life and death in some measure
to anyone you came across, how would you use these abilities?
Are you willing to have others have these abilities?
Do you NEED to have a high ethic level to even HAVE these abilities?
What happens if these abilities are abused?  Why?

Are you unwilling to have all the abilities that are yours naturally?
Is there some reason that others should not have all abilities
that are theirs naturally?
How did you lose all your natural spiritual abilities?

If you are unwilling to grant death to a body, do you think you will
be able to grant life to a body when needed?

Have you failed to grant death where it was needed resulting in
not being able to grant life where it was needed, resulting in
more death than was necessary?

Is there any ability you have concerning life and death that
should not be mentioned?
Are others interested in preventing you from mentioning or using
abilities that you may have?

Do you have abilities that are completely OFF?  Why did you
turn them off?  How do you turn them ON?  By turning them OFF again?

Are you responsibile for your condition?
What is your condition?  Raw meat with two eyes, on a distant
planet swinging around a cold and careless sun?
Does this seem odd to you?
What have you done, comrade, to deserve this?

Would your poor body panic if you left it for good?
Do you love your body as you would a dog?
Would your body follow you around if you got out of it?
Would your body follow you AHEAD of you, much as dogs do if you
took it out for a walk?

How far would your body get, knowing what it does now, in this
society of bodies plus spirits, if you were to leave it to
its own devices?
Would it be able to open the refrigerator and eat?
Would it know where to go to the bathroom?
Would it be able to start and drive your car?
Would it know what keys were for?
Would it be able to pick the right key out of a set of keys?
Would it be able to FIX your car?
Would your body know how to talk, seeing as you have been using
it to talk with for 20 years or more non stop?
How would your body respond to bodies of the opposite sex?
Would your body be able to make it alone for a long time with out
getting picked up by the cops?
Would a dog?
Would a chimp?

If you are not a body, how serious a crime is murder?
Would life become cheap if you found out you were Immortal all along?
Would it piss you off to find out you had been duped?
Would it make you wonder about the nature of things and SOURCE
to find out that mortality is just one of the tricks that
spirits play on themselves?
Would it make you wonder if you really wanted to be yourself if
you found out if you had really done this thing to yourself?
Would you fear that you might to it to yourself again?

Are you soul weary?  Or can you take a few more billion years
of adventure before you leave this universe for good?
What of your friends?  Are you ready to leave them forever?
Will this universe end too soon?

Would 'Killer Pit' be a suitable name for this universe?

Has your personal memory been murdered?

Have you ever clandestinedly murdered another spirit's body
while that spirit was doing
something with/to that body in order to convince that spirit it should
not have been doing what it was doing because it 'resulted in the death
of the body'?

Have other spirits played the same trick on you?

Have you failed to realize that it was not your fault?
Have others failed to realize it was not their fault?

Have you gone in the middle of the night and murdered someone you
were supposed to have a duel with in the morning, buried the body,
and shown up in the morning for the duel and claimed your opponent
was a cowardly no-show?

Have you ever murdered a body because it was beautiful?
Have you ever murdered a body because it was ugly?
Have you ever NOT murdered a body you should have because it was
beautiful?
Have you ever not murdered a body you should have because it was
too ugly to confront?

What is your radius of murder?
If you were to get out of your body and could travel around, how
far could you go before you ran into a murder taking place now?
What is the average radius of murder for you?  How big would you
have to be before there was always at least one murder taking place
inside your sphere of vision or influence at all times?

Would you feel compelled to DO something about it?
Would you be able to WATCH and do nothing?
Would you be able to partake in a few murders of your own?
Does someone on the planet need murdering right now?

Are there laws against using your body to murder others?
Are there laws against murdering others directly with your will?
Could a willed murder be traced back to you?
If it were, could you be held accountable for it?
Could you murder the people holding you accountable?
If you could murder them, could you change their minds for them?

As an Immortal spirit do you WISH to die?
Is Eternity time enough for love?
Is Eternity too long for love?
Could you ever get bored of love?

Do you find it convenient to believe you are a body, so that
you can look forward to dying for good one day?

Have you forgotten how to sleep?
Have you forgotten how to drop out of a game?

      To be continued...

 Homer W. Smith      Atlanta Bound? (Fel  4/19/89 Murder Rundown