NEED FOR NO CHANGE AND NEED FOR CHANGE Edited 01/23/2020 PREAMBLE This is a composite of many posts written during a very difficult period of NO CHANGE in my case. Here is the final posting written last, presented first. Remember a native state being creates in the mere conception of things. Adore.com says desire is sovereign, which means "You want it, you got it." Desire is sovereign because conception is sovereign and you can't desire something without conceiving it. Majesty (Master of Jest) is the sovereign desire that desire NOT be sovereign for a while, never forever, in order to have games of chase. A game of chase is where you can chase after something you desire where conception alone is not sufficient to create the end goal. This creates time by putting chase between conception and having. The created time ends when the chase ends, either by attaining what is chased or quitting desiring it. It's called A CHASE B. A is the entirety of the created cosmic all minus one bridge. B is the missing bridge. The native state being conceives A which creates A in the mere conception of A, and then conceives that B is missing. He can't just have the bridge any more by the mere conception of it, he has to go BUILD it. That's chase. In games of chase, CHASE is more important than any goal you chase, recognition of this truth goes a long ways towards freeing the being from being forever stuck in games he detests but can not win and apparently can not leave. The magic of freedom happens in the taking of full responsibility for the the entirety of the cosmic all A, and the hole in it where the bridge was going to be built. The whole dream can vanish at that point if the being doesn't keep it around by chasing a new bridge to build or something else. It is goal plus chase that keeps the being incarnated in time. Remember nothing is forever except forever. Any created thing that is something, is never forever, only for a while. No Hell can outlast a true confession. Majesty turns a native state Creator into an incarnated Creature for a while. Thus we say all life is God in carnation, that's you Bud. Creatures can get pretty far gone, so the following will break open the hard ball he has become so he can start responding to auditing again. If you can rehabilitate chase, you can rehabilitate having. Run as causal conception, around and around. You are basically running NO and SOME on WILLINGNESS AND CHANGE, by creating them through the continued conception and reconception of this. This process will move mountains for you, and I don't mean the tiny dirt hills out on the range. Conceive: NO WILLINGNESS FOR NO CHANGE SOME WILLINGNESS FOR NO CHANGE NO WILLINGNESS FOR SOME CHANGE SOME WILLINGNESS FOR SOME CHANGE E/P Able and willing to CHANGE OR NOT CHANGE and satisfied with one's future of chase or not, and having or not. Homer THE SERVICE FACSIMILE AND I CANT. The constellation of Service Facsimile computations on a case service a group of artificial "I CAN'Ts" that bound (put a boundary around) and permeate the life and self concept of the being. Notice I MUST .... is simply I CAN'T NOT.... I CAN'T is an INABILITY. I MUST is a COMPULSIVE ABILITY which is also an INABILITY TO STOP using that ability. Common END WORDS to I CAN'T or MUST are CAUSE, BE, DO, HAVE, WANT and KNOW. There are many others such as THINK AND FEEL. Find your own. The purpose of these artificial I CAN'Ts is to rebalance a more natural set of I CAN and I CAN'Ts that come from the nature of the physical universe, and the conditions and constraints that we all live under, namely our NEEDS AND ABILITIES to survive in life. One wins in life when the I CANs out weigh the I CAN'Ts just enough to keep the game interesting and on going. Since everything lives by eating something else, beings form groups or teammates to help them survive in and against the 8 dynamics, trying to eat them before they are eaten themselves. Remember the being is not only trying to survive as a second dynamic say against the 4th dynamic, he is ALSO trying survive AS the 4th dynamic say against other dynamics including his own 2nd. Thus each dynamic provides both help and harm to all other dynamics including itself. So a web of multi help and harm conflicts arise as to who is winning and who is beating who. A high tone being can be found to be winning most of the time, corralling each dynamic to the benefit of others, defense and offense, and a low tone being can be found fighting himself. A Black V with blocked recognition, perception and communication and no orientation is fighting himself. AWARENESS CHARACTERISTIC CHART http://clearing.org/archive?/electra/acc.memo He is stuck in an AND, he is trying to look AND not look at the same time, kind of like stepping on the gas and the brakes at the same time, with pretty much the same effect, going no where and a massive edifice of pain. Sometimes an inverted being can be found to be protecting other dynamics FROM himself. He is helping them fight HIM! The universe is pretty well balanced so that most people will feel that with enough quality family, friends, and teammates across all 8 dynamics on their side, they can on average lead a long and quality life and help other's do so also. At least long enough to breed and assure that their offspring breed too :). That means a life worth living, with a strong will to live and play, win or lose. E/P: Knows life is a good thing and ought to be continued. Run, note comment below about "What?" questions. "What kind of future do you not want?" "What kind of future do you want?" E/P: Able to have undesirable futures, and have desirable futures at will. ((Do not run with "What?" questions, questions kill, run instead with causal conception. Beings natively create in the mere conception of things, thus when you ask someone to get the idea or or conceive something, you are commanding him to create it and put it there. "Conceive an undesirable future. Conceive a desirable future". Further What questions limit him to the experiences of his own existence. Where as running causal conception gets him to CREATE endless existences he has never had, which will ultimately get him to remember existences he has had, if he is even interested in them by that time. Notice the difference between "What have you done?" and "Conceive doing something!" Run tone 40. )) ((Oh ok, why do questions kill? Because the end of every engram is a bee's nest of questions, every one of which is in a state of failure or wrong indication, who, how, what, where, when, why, and which plus a few dozen more like "Is it?" and "Does it?" and "What should I DO about it?", and "What did I do to deserve this" and "What should I do or not do to make sure this never happens again. Ever. Even if I want it to :)" etc. Thus asking questions restimulates the wrong end (near end) of every incident in the ENTIRE bank, including your bank and everyone else's that you have any contact with. If a person living in a wrong indication comes near you, they will restimulate every wrong why you have just by walking past you. It's like radio waves, the being as transmitter of wrong why vibes walks past a receiver of wrong why vibes. If you get too close to each other, this results in the feed back howl of wrong why going into screaming saturation with each other between you and the other guy. Every time you ask a question seriously, with high energy density of seriousness, importance, permanence and pain, it ripples out through the aura's of beings to the very edge of the universe and then bounces back in towards you again. Thus you are being bombarded by the faint echos of every question you and everyone else has asked a trillion years ago and never got right answers or any answers at all.)) STRONG WILL TO LIVE However this background dynamic equanimity about existence and playing the games of survival can come asunder, through accident or willful criminality and treason amongst people and teammates, and thus conflicts come about that lead to the use of the Service Fac to fend off these conflicts and thus survive 'better'. "You are useless and I am going to make you walk the plank now!" "Oh please don't, my leg hurts so much!" The concentration of these limitations is around the subject of NEED FOR NO CHANGE and NEED FOR CHANGE. The guy has clean air and NEEDS it to remain that way, so that is NEED FOR NO CHANGE. The guy wants it to rain more often for his crops, and his mother's absent love, so that is NEED FOR CHANGE. Thus the game of life consists of NEEDS and making sure they are met. But the being can be so charged up on detrimental CHANGE that he develops a super NEED FOR NO CHANGE lest he blow up and go splat all over Native State. BEING AN EFFECT NEED by definition implies BEING AN EFFECT. The Service Fac creates artificial states of BEING AN EFFECT in the preclear's life to stabilize him at his conceived level of necessary NO CHANGE and necessary CHANGE to maintain his survival above the level of death or abandonment. Too much CHANGE and he goes down tone, too much NO CHANGE and he also goes down tone. His highest tone is at the point of optimum NO CHANGE and SOME CHANGE. But CHANGE has to be the right kind of NO CHANGE AND CHANGE to work, not just any old NO CHANGE OR CHANGE will do, in fact most will make things worse. Thus when external forces on all dynamics including the 8th push your preclear into a state of non optimum NO CHANGE OR CHANGE, to a point of losing his will to live via CAN'T PLAY, he withdraws from trying and BEING at all on the 8 dynamics, AS A SYMPATHY PLOY towards succumb, in order to get others to offer to optimize change for him, to play the game for him, or change the rules to his advantage. He wants others to take the risks of playing and give him the rewards if THEY succeed. Playing dead preceeds actually dying. He feels he is going to die anyhow through no fault of his own, so if his ploys to feign dying now don't work, he is dead anyhow. So what's to lose? At least he is still trying to live even if through a deceit. "The way to live is to pretend to die." Longer term and trans life time it's: "The way to survive is to succumb." "The way to be able is to be unable." The last effort of a being failing to survive is to pretend to be sick, dead or dying. Then try to kill himself, then die by accident, then wait to be killed, then actually kill himself. And remember deceit though it may be, if he gives him self small pox or whooping cough to scare the daylights out of his so called mother, its as real as real comes even if he had a hand in catching it. Its a kind of well tempered slow suicide. At the exact moment a given level of succumb succeeds to get someone to help him enough to survive, he stops withdrawing further towards death on that matter, but stays at the last level of succumb that worked. Meaning the last level of inability or I CAN'T that got flipped over into an "I CAN thank you very much," becomes the operational level of inability for the rest of this life. ((If the level of external suppression lightens up, he may back off his own self suppression also, and if he fully resolves his problems with his primary antagonists, with confessions, apologies, and amends all around, he will allow the service fac to go out of restimulation completely. But if in the heat of the fray his antagonists die on him, and everyone else around him reminds him endlessly of his late rotten game mates he will keep the service fac in restim to the end of time barring auditing or complete change of scenery.)) Thus the service fac creates a somewhat faux I CAN on crutches to balance the I CAN'T and its killing me, so he gets to survive but he always has to have his crutches with him and a casket near by. The service fac is the crutch which services the I CAN'T with a FAUX I CAN so it can continue to function, such as it is. Notice that although crutches make it look on the surface like an "I CAN WALK (sort of)" it's really an "I CAN'T WALK ALONE". It's an I CAN WALK but only with the agreement, permission, help, extraordinary efforts and cooperation of others. THE SERVICE FAC DOES NOT HELP HIM WALK, THE SERVICE FAC PREVENTS HIM FROM WALKING in a more acceptable way. It's the helping hand feeling sorry for him that helps him walk. The service fac creates the apparency of physical ability by creating actual physical disability. Get the difference. The service fac is not your friend. Thus you will find your preclear in a very complex web of artificial I CAN'Ts and SELF HARM that as a group help keep his ship afloat through the HELP they get him and the HARM they fend off. It will be very hard for you to get him to give up any of these artificial I CAN'Ts because he knows that if he loses just one bandaid on his life, his whole ship will sink. Remember he backed off sinking himself at the exact point that he no longer needed more self sinking to survive. So if you remove even one of these limitations that cause him to sink, he will be right back to sinking again where he was when he originally created his self sinking deceits to avoid being sunk by others. The main targets of these deceits of succumb can be anyone or anything, but are often those who have accidentally or intentionally created his out of balance situation for him in the first place through misuse of their superior force, illogic, and unethical breaking of any relational contracts or codes they may have had with him. Parents love to do this to their children, under their smiling public faces they are a seething mass of jealousy and self sympathy. The parent did agree to take care of the child, what's he doing feeding radiator fluid to the child as bad tasting medicine? Sometimes your preclear is just trying to get a helping hand from some overly disinterested passerby, but other times he has it in for his parents, friends and other dynamic teammates who used him, abused him and threw him away while he was still living up to his part of the deal. You will find that the chronic innocent victim game falls apart if you take it back to what HE was doing as a parent to a child a long time ago. People who are free of whole track crimes can whether the storm of slings and arrows of outrageous fortune in present time, those who have hidden crimes in the past, can't. The guilty sink into a blood puddle very easily. Sometimes there may be misinterpretations, misperceptions or mis apprehensions about who is doing what to whom and why, but preclears generally know who is trying to kill them as a baby. They know they were not conceived in love. They wanna know what love is, but are terrified to find out and why they don't have any to get or to give. Thus you will find 'shouldn't have been born cases' very hard to audit because admitting the truth means its time to die, hide in shame, and start over. Shouldn't have been born means 'not useful here', so what's he going to do, stand around hemming and hawing until he dies of old age anyhow? Usefulness is usually to others, but if others don't want you around to be useful, you might as well go out and help the stones on the beach be better stones. He will be thinking its too late to start over now anyway, so maybe he will just sit there waiting until he dies, gets a new body and gets on with whatever plans he had in this life. Thus auditing out whatever disaster destroyed his will to live can be frustrating. Besides of which inactuality and comfortably numb settle in right below disaster. Finally they become "What disaster?" cases as they enter delusion and the world is fine again. Thus reality breaks, breaks in agreements as to who owes what to who, duties and rights, often underlie the inception of the service fac computations. We call these reality breaks injustices as they are breaks in the sense of fair chosen fair exchange. Run, "Get the idea of NEED FOR NO CHANGE. "Get the idea of NEED FOR SOME CHANGE. E/P Sell your crutches on Ebay. If you want, run this one also. "Get the idea of NO NEED FOR NO CHANGE. (All change is acceptable). "Get the idea of NO NEED FOR SOME CHANGE. (Everything is fine as it is.) So in summary that's: Conceive: NO NEED FOR NO CHANGE SOME NEED FOR NO CHANGE NO NEED FOR SOME CHANGE SOME NEED FOR SOME CHANGE Homer ---------------------------------------------------------------------- NEED FOR NO CHANGE AND NEED FOR CHANGE AWARENESS CHARACTERISTIC CHART http://www.clearing.org/archive?/electra/acc.memo "Learn it, love it, teach it, master it. All can, but for some it will be a long time between now and then. You can't move your house around town, if you have locked yourself inside it, and thrown way the key." - Adore.com THE NO CHANGE CASE At some point your preclear will come uptone to NO CHANGE, TA stuck high, somatics like hell forever, no memory, no viso/sonic, no recognition, no orientation, no production, no clearing, no nothing. Zero, zip, zilch, nada, squat, rien. He comes in with no memory and lots of pain and failure, and 40,000 hours of auditing later, he hasn't remembered a single new anything, and his affinity levels are way lower then they ever were before. The auditor's in the church of Scientology are EXPERTS at doing this, and then selling you more. My opinion. A being in good shape causes things in the mere conception of them. Using causal conception, one can start by trying to run: Get the idea of NO CHANGE. Get the idea of SOME CHANGE. This can be complicated by subtle twists, so if the above produces NO CHANGE :), continue reading on. THE NEED FOR NO CHANGE RUNDOWN Notice the following in the awareness characteristic chart. Going downwards now into deeper and deeper levels of despair: HELP HOPE DEMAND FOR IMPROVEMENT NEED FOR CHANGE FEAR OF WORSENING BEING AN EFFECT RUIN DESPAIR SUFFERING NUMBNESS INTROVERSION DISASTER INACTUALITY ("What disaster?") DELUSION ("Oh yes, I did indeed chip a finger nail!") ("Oh yes, I am a body now, everything is fine!") RUIN means something is broke. DISASTER means it can't be fixed or repaired. Ever. You can talk with a RUIN case, but you can't talk with a DISASTER case or below. What is bugging a disaster case is forever, don't you see, so they don't want to be reminded. Ever. AND someone at INACTUALITY has no idea what you are talking about. It's a total Star Trek class memory wipe. A great big 'Didn't happen.' He paid good money for it, you aren't going to take it away from him. WALKING ON WATER Life is like trying to walk on water. "And Jesus was a sailor when he walked upon the water. And he spent a long time watching from his lonely wooden tower. And when he knew for certain that only drowning men could see him, He said "All men shall be sailors then, until the sea shall free them." - Suzanne, Leonard Cohen The dividing point between going up and going down is NEED FOR NO CHANGE and NEED FOR SOME CHANGE. Run the following for a few sessions. Get the idea of NO NEED FOR NO CHANGE. Get the idea of SOME NEED FOR NO CHANGE. Get the idea of NO NEED FOR SOME CHANGE. Get the idea of SOME NEED FOR SOME CHANGE. Remember NO means pretended NO. Running NO and SOME will cause repeated falls and rises in the TA. Actual NO, meaning erased or not there, will cause the needle to float at 2.5, none of this F/Nish at 3.5. Pretended NO is what people's lives are made of, it's pure not-isness, making nothing of something or nailing something out of existence, with force, blackness, invisibility and mass made out of amber, obsidian glass, tar and crazy glue. Thus the guy is PARKED in NO CHANGE about NEED FOR CHANGE. He has a need for change, but has a mortal fear of CHANGE. That's an AND. Wanting to NOT CHANGE *AND* wanting to CHANGE at the same time, forever for free. If you are still getting NO CHANGE (and NO INTEREST!) after a few hours solo or dual with this, continue with Get the idea of SUB REFUSED NEED FOR CHANGE. Get the idea of REFUSED NEED FOR CHANGE. Get the idea of NO NEED FOR CHANGE. Get the idea of INHIBITED NEED FOR CHANGE. Get the idea of ENFORCED NEED FOR CHANGE. Get the idea of CURIOUS ABOUT NEED FOR CHANGE. Get the idea of KNOW ABOUT NEED FOR CHANGE. Get the idea of SOURCE OF NEED FOR CHANGE. Just shut up and keep doing it. E/P is: willing and able to CHANGE upwards from NEED FOR CHANGE AND GET ON WITH IT. Use Model Session II. http://www.clearing.org/archive?/homer/model HELP AND HARM Remember that beings love to play games of help and harm, of making beings better and making beings worse. They also love regretting things, which is making one's self worse for having tried to make another better or worse etc. Trying to make someone worse is trying to make them CHANGE tone from above NEED FOR CHANGE to below NEED FOR CHANGE. Trying to make someone better is trying to make them CHANGE tone from below NEED FOR CHANGE to above NEED FOR CHANGE. If you can get them unstuck from their denied NEED FOR CHANGE, up to DEMAND FOR IMPROVEMENT, they will probably be able to swim up on their own from there on out, for they have seen the light of their sticking forever just above sinking forever at NO NEED FOR CHANGE. Bill your preclear for your time, for he is likely to pick him self up and DEMAND, HOPE and HELP himself into a long and glorious future. Preclears can be like turtles. You find them stuck in the muck, you pick them up and free them and they happily swim away without barely a thank you. They are unaware that a God perhaps just saved them from an un-Godly demise. However at NEED FOR CHANGE your preclear hasn't figured out cause yet, so they are on the fence not daring to move. At NO NEED FOR CHANGE, they will find an unbearable deadness in their minds, not an interesting thought for hours on end. NOTHING in their past, nothing in their present, nothing in their future holds any interest or attraction for them. It's a hell forever of emotional avichi (look it up). Nothing there, nothing here, nothing anywhere or any when. Just simple suicidal monotony, tedium and boredom. Oh yeah and ALONENESS. That's because interest, cheerfulness, enthusiasm, exhilaration, thrill, courage and action are all CHANGE, flow, movement, and force and mass in motion, directed towards GOALS AND PRODUCTION. (Force is cause of change in the physical universe, from the food one eats, to the poop coming out and every constructive or destructive activity in between powered by forces working on the mass and energy consumed.) Even consumption of food is boring unless it serves the production of something interesting. There is NO INTEREST at NO NEED FOR CHANGE. At NO NEED FOR CHANGE they are sitting on a ridge so big and so solid their eternity seems to be in the balance, they feel they end up in hell forever no matter which way it swings. If they go up to DEMAND FOR IMPROVEMENT, they may fail, or others may come a long and kick them back down, Or more to the point they may explosively jump out of their skins and never be able to find peace in pretended death again. Remember they are choosing to play with death forever, because life forever (in time) has become a hell forever. If they go below NEED FOR CHANGE to FEAR OF WORSENING they feel like they are teetering on the edge of OBLIVION. Thus fearing the outcome of trying anything at all, they will try to make nothing out of everything that threatens CHANGE, either good or bad. That creates a faux eternal STILLNESS made of seething mass and red hot emotion that looks, feels and audits like solid dumb dead rock. They just can't stand the thought of the ocean or universe moving under their feet, on its own again. Let alone under their own DEMAND towards a goal. Oh no, been there, done that, bought the tombstone, and it was too heavy to carry to the grave yard. They are also guilty as hell of overt acts on change. They are trying to make themselves better by making others worse, some of whom probably deserve it, then they are trying to make themselves better by regretting making others worse, even those who deserved it and might have benefited from it, and making themselves worse instead. Making another worse involves pushing them down below HELP, HOPE, and DEMAND FOR IMPROVEMENT into NEED FOR CHANGE, and then lower into FEAR OF WORSENING, BEING AN EFFECT, RUIN and on down. Get another being down into DISASTER and you win because boy does INACTUALITY STICK! So better yet get them down in to INACTUALITY and DELUSION, and the victim won't even know he has been hit. DELUSION is something like, 'Oh what a wonderful day it is', like the end of the movie Brazil. The guy thinks he is driving down a beautiful road with his girl, when really he is lying on a scientist's test bed with his skull cut open and electrodes stuck in his brain. Then its an easy game to kick them down into HYSTERIA, SHOCK, CATATONIA and OBLIVION, where you and no one else will ever hear from them again. Good deal eh? Notice that just below OBLIVION is DUALITY AND DETACHMENT. You can't detach from someone or some thing you are one with. Once the being considers he is separate from others (DUALITY), he can detach from them and life itself. Have you ever felt detached? Who or what are you detached from? "Hey Joe, how you doing today?" "Just fine, thank you!" As he sinks into HALLUCINATION, SADISM and MASOCHISM and further places so low they aren't fit for polite society to talk about. And notice that DETACHMENT is a higher harmonic of DISCONNECTION at the very bottom of the chart. The guy at DETACHMENT is still walking around causing trouble. The guy at DISCONNECTION is out of here, back into an enforced Big Snooze AT THE BOTTOM again. Goodbye, and good riddance I always say. THE KARMA AT BEING AN EFFECT A being who tries to make another BE AN EFFECT against his will eventually gets to have others trying to make him BE AN EFFECT against his own will. He postulates "Hey beings can be made to be an effect, I think I will screw Dufus to the wall". But 'beings' includes him, so willy nilly he has made himself capable of being an effect and soon other's get he idea this might be a good thing. This is the game of RUIN and CO-RUIN. Thus you can see what ridges might form at BEING AN EFFECT just below FEAR OF WORSENING. He is trying to get back higher than BEING AN EFFECT by dragging someone else lower than BEING AN EFFECT and they of course respond in like kind. Standard Hollywood stuff, two guys fighting to the death on the edge of a cliff, except this is real life. FEAR OF WORSENING is a dangerous place to be, its like standing on the edge of the continental shelf and looking out over it contemplating your eternal fate. Over that edge, it's straight on down from there, the bottom has yet to be found. BEING AN EFFECT is a way to hang onto that spiritual side of the continental shelf by pulling others higher than you over the edge and pushing them down below you. Let them fall to remind you how deep the abyss really is. NUMBNESS Notice the run from RUIN down to SUFFERING and NUMBNESS. Numbness is a lower harmonic of NEED FOR NO CHANGE, and NO NEED FOR CHANGE, and RUIN is a higher harmonic of DISASTER. If you really want to trip the light fantastic and blow your brains out, Run HOPE AND DESPAIR. Get the idea of NO HOPE. Get the idea of SOME HOPE. Get the idea of NO DESPAIR. Get the idea of SOME DESPAIR. This is all just standard Scn 8-80 by the way. Energy comes from running the dichotomy. NO and SOME of anything is a dichotomy, and HOPE and DESPAIR are dichotomies of a wider sort. Hell if Hubbard could run Beautiful Sorrow, you can run HOPE and DESPAIR. Get the idea of BEAUTIFUL HAPPINESS UGLY HAPPINESS BEAUTIFUL SORROW UGLY SORROW Adore calls that a DICOM STAIRCASE. Or if you are crazy like Electra run them as: Get the idea of the HOPE OF DESPAIR, and the DESPAIR OF HOPE. OK, now here comes the dangerous stuff. If you aren't a pre OT go away. I mean it, the door is over there... CAUSAL CONCEPTION For a being that creates in the mere conception of things conception is CAUSAL. He conceives an elephant, he's has an elephant. Or better yet he IS an elephant. That's called SOVEREIGNTY or SOVEREIGN DESIRE in Adore.com Sovereign desire means you want it, you got it. You can't want something without conceiving it, and conception is causal, so WANTING equals HAVING. It takes quite a bit of effort to be able to want and thus conceive an elephant and not have one, but that allows one to CHASE getting an elephant by other means. You conceive what you want, then you play the dance or game of getting it. Now, rather than wanting means having, wanting means the game is a foot. That's a GAME at SPIRIT OF PLAY, ACTION, and SENSATION right below SERENITY OF BEINGNESS. TONE SCALE http://www.clearing.org/archive?/electra/tone.memo Games are games of optimizing apparent non sovereignties. They are however created by sovereignty wishing itself to be non sovereign, in part, for a while. A finite while. This intent of sovereignty towards the apparency of non sovereignty for a while is called Majesty, Master of JEST. JEST means Jokes of Eternal Self Treason. (Going down) JEST means Jokes of Eternal Self Truth. (Going up) Notice when a conceived havingness or goal is set up as a game of chase, it is implied that the being can lose or fail to win. Thus the being creating games of chase is actually conceiving both NOT HAVING AND HAVING at the same time which creates a wicked AND. Thus he has no idea what the end will be while he continues to chase. Because conception is CAUSAL, conception can conceive that it isn't CAUSAL, so watch it. All suppression, oppression, repression and depression is underlain by very strong conceptions of the non causality of mere conception. Causal conception of conception as being non causal, is the definition of total irresponsibility and denial of putting it there. FAILED HELP AND I CAN'T The being is trying to mockup but can't (or must). Must mockup is can't not mockup. All can't is won't. But let me tell you, this is what separates the OT's from the water boys. When mockups start to turn on, they are usually of DISASTER breaking up out of INACTUALITY. This is where the preclear feels like he is going to exteriorize like a rocket and never live down what ever he finds out or worse let's loose. Talk about Pandora's Box. He is scared out of his wits that he will SEE AGAIN. And this isn't stuff to scare a human, this is stuff to scare a GOD. An Omni Operating Lord God Almighty actually. The human is hiding down around DISCONNECTION AND UNEXISTENCE. If he pokes his head up from those two holes in the ground, the cold winds of eternal CRIMINALITY scares the BeJesus out of him, and back into the ground he goes never to do that again. Gods up around DISASTER however go running for their mamas so easily these days, but she isn't his friend either. So what's a God gonna do? Be eternally still and put it there? That's called the Symbol - Orientation point flip flop, driven by necessity level. At some point the God that is being chased by his own creation of horror has to stop running, let go of his flinch and cringe deceit, and simply PUT IT THERE, no matter how horrible it is. Since most of the horribleness of the thing is CAUSED by his flinch and cringe and his postulate of how bad it WILL BE IF HE LOOKS, he has a friend in faith. Just kick the flinch and cringe out the rook and LOOK. He will see the hideousness flicker between astounding beauty and ugly as his remaining doubt is self casting. If he doubts it will be bad, it will be bad, worse than he dares imagine. ORIENTATION POINT AND SYMBOL http://clearing.org/archive?/homer/orientation.memo Common disasters are the long slow painful death of loved ones, people, pets, groups, places and things etc. Running out the death of one cat can bring a being closer to the true nature of the Divine Spirit than any other life experience. You really find out something about yourself during this. It's not only that they died, it is HOW they died. Thus the worst incident in the universe, would be the longest slowest death of all time. Yes it is there, and yes you will find it. It is failed HELP. And so HOPE is gone. HORROR Right below Terror is Horror, and Horror can also show you more about the nature of the Divine Spirit than you might care to know. Below Horror is Numb, and Numb is "What cat?" That's all a Black 5 case is, they are a "What cat?" case. 'I can't and that's that, what's all this about I won't stuff?" The underlying theme of all these things is failed HELP. Failed CO-OPERATION. CO OPERATION MEANS SIMPLY OPERATING TOGETHER WHETHER IN WAR OR IN PLAY. Failed HELP is causal conception being conceived as not causal, par excellence. Run, "Conceive I can't!" Just joking. Pretty soon the preclear will start saying I CAN'T! So yeah, always run the dicom. Conceive I CAN'T. Conceive I CAN. Thus the guy who can't see what he can't see, can't see because he doesn't dare, what comes up just rips his heart out and throws it away, forever and ever Amen. Death is a violation of his unwillingness to change. Fast losses are bad enough, but long slow losses, like from disease or people going missing and NEVER being found, add a layer of enormous effort to find and help them, all to no ultimate avail. That's an I CAN'T of magnitude, don't you see?' You think real OT's go walking around conceiving "I CAN'T" all day long? Maybe to optimize barriers to make things more interesting. I had a cat once with a radio collar on her that someone stole one cold December day. They just let her in, turned off the radio, and didn't let her out. For the next two weeks I spent 12 hours a day looking up and down every road, ditch, and forest hell hole looking for her dead body. Why would someone take the cat's radio collar off, take the battery out so there was no beacon and hang it up on a hat post inside their door? Finally we plastered 300 homes with a LOST CAT sign. So one day she showed up again on the radio, the collar had been turned back on and reseated improperly, but enough to find her, and that was the end of that engram. It ended well this time, but the search for that cat is still a nightmare for me. There was an earlier cat that went off line one day, and it took a month of looking until I found her body, cat and radio collar smashed by an 18 wheeler, and the body taken off the road and put on the side where it couldn't be seen. A Christmas Donkey watched over her during the long cold month of December while her body lay under a road side bush where no one could see her. Except the Donkey. Only by an act of the God of Serendipity did I happen to talk to someone who had seen her body on the first day she had gone missing and remembered about it to tell me a month later when I was still looking for her. He name was Mirabilis because years before she had found her way through our cat window from the freezing cold outside to make her home on our bed room window sill. She was so thin she looked like a 3000 year old mummy. Within a tera quintillion years of space time, she had found the one magic portal in the universe where she could find warmth, food and people to care for her. Was that not miraculous? Too bad I couldn't keep her in, so she got a radio collar and I tracked her down 2 or 3 times a day for 5 years, until it all ended in a silent beacon and a Christmas Donkey. These kind of incidents leave you with a sense of missed withhold, or near miss, as I might never have found her, and been wondering how she was doing for ever more. You end up listening for her on the CB hoping a whisper of her ghost will come across the static. The exhaustion of that search is still with me, and left me wondering what life was all about? Giving a damn until you are dead anyway. Why love something if all you do is look for it all day long to see if it is still alive? Then there was my mother who disappeared one summer when I was 9 in California at the SSS resort ranch near Calistoga. Me and my father looked for her for 2 weeks, along with police search parties, blood hounds and helicopters. Eventually we had to give up and go home, school was starting. A few days later some boys hunting rattlers in the woods with BB guns, found her body at the bottom of a ravine all bloated and filled with bugs. And I still haven't found what I am looking for. THOUGHT, LOOKING, EMOTION, EFFORT Thus you will find first the efforts start to come off the bank causing hideous somatics and revivifications particularly in dreams. Then emotion starts to come off the bank causing hideous feelings. Then images and lookingness comes off the bank causing hideous faces and scenes of suffering. Again in dreams so bad you have to run the engram of running the engram. And then the thought and causal postulates about cause come off the bank. And always remember between the effort and the lookingness is a WALL of emotion. So when the preclear looks with his eyes closed and sees only black, he is trying to see the lookingness through the wall of effort and emotion covering it. This is what is in front of his face. Preclear -> BLACK -> Effort -> Emotion -> Thought -> Beauty -> Cause -> Peace Thus to solve the black 5 case, someone who can't mockup visio, sonic, smell, taste or feelings, he has to look for effort and emotion before he finds the light. And the light will remain intolerable until he can spot the layers of causal conception about what happened in the event and it's global or cosmic context, that claim adamantly that conception has no causality at all. The aberrated message that holds the disaster in place is always the same: The efficacy of conception is zero. As the layers of no responsibility come off, and he turns from AGHAST and not putting it there into cautiously but willingly putting it there, good humor will return. And that is the good humor of forever (above time) that erases the bad humor of DISASTER forever (in time). That's the layer of humor that turns the light pretty and washes away the hideousness of cause. If you take the absolute worst DISASTER of not putting it there on his whole track and have him put it there just the tiniest bit, the result is a tremendous explosion of beauty, good humor, and OKness about the Cosmic All. These worst disasters come in chains, and once you get on that chain by running a later smaller disaster, it will lead you back like a chain of fireworks to the original disaster on the day everything went the most wrong in Eternity. Once the fireworks and laughter die down the result is peace forever for free. And that is a real Clear. Not a hint of 'not putting it there' anywhere to be seen. POWER TO CAUSE Now this is sooper dooper magic, so don't even think about reading what's next unless you are prepared to look the dragon in the eye, and put it there, while praying "Nice little dragon..." Remember COURAGE is FEAR that has said its prayers. Run, Get the idea that causal conception is useless. Get the idea that causal conception is useful. E/P: Awareness that conception is causal unless conceived otherwise, at which point conception is still causal up to that point, but all further conception isn't. Still NO CHANGE? Run R2-45. :) Colt .45 to the head. - Creation of Human Ability, LRH Homer ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith Clean Air, Clear Water, Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 A Green Earth, and Peace, Internet, Ithaca NY homer@lightlink.com Is that too much to ask? http://www.lightlink.com Wed Sep 4 17:17:06 EDT 2019