DRUGS Richard Platek \(Lion\) (lion@lightlink.com) wrote: >Excellent response Homer, totally true to yourself. >Even you suggest the limitations, which is the place where many explorers >arrive. Well look, drugs are a mixed blessing, not even sure exactly what makes something a drug or not. Most of them are poison's that have 'good' effects in lower dosages, a kind of homeopathy. The point is that drugs are used to either go up or down. Someone who is too down, takes uppers, speed, acid, pot, etc to get a release from the crushing forces of his service Fac. Someone who is too up, takes downers, cigarettes, valium, alcohol, heroin etc, to chill it all out. With me I needed the uppers, as a mortal they woke me up to the fact that there was something more in the world than what I had experienced and been told. I had vision after vision on them, some easy to assimilate, others so high there are no words for it. So I at least know there is somewhere to go, we ain't there yet. Eventually I broke open the piece of concrete that was killing me using drugs, THAT almost killed me with a heart pounding incident I was sure I wasn't going to live through. But you know it wasn't the drug that caused the heart pounding it was the cog I had just prior! Still remember it too. I stopped pot/cocaine at that point because I scared the hell out of myself, and it took me a few years to find the cog that turned the heart pounding off after running it almost completely out. ("Who do you still want to murder?" or "Is there a refused apology?") But prior to all this, I found that generally doing drugs didn't make me worse, BREATHING CAR FUMES DID. I was terrified of the somatics I had gotten into on acid over the years, cramps from hell etc. But I had had good trips in the beginning, and I was wondering what the hell was going on. (You need to east during a trip but digestion stops for a while under acid, so don't drink milk alone, take bread with it, or the gas will kill you.) Acid is one of those 'drugs' that if you take too little of it can be a bad trip, but if you take enough, the beauty starts to turn on and everything ugly disolves in a smile of golden light. OK, so I decided it was time to face that fear, and I did 16 hits, 100 mics each. Didn't even feel the last 4 hits, I had flattened out on it. But I lost my fear of acid, I saw what it did, that there was some place to head towards, and I stopped doing acid soon after. My last trip was a normal dosage one, just out having fun in the sunset, and the veil got real thin and I knew that if I ever tripped again it would fall and I would be face to face with Brahma, Shiva, and Vishnu. The veil was so *THIN*. I knew I wasn't ready for that, so I stopped doing acid. Later I stopped the pot because of the heart pounding cog, and been straight ever since, probably more straight than most of the hypocrites on this newsgroup, no caffein, no tobacco, no aspirin, no alcohol, no antihistamines, no medical drugs, no doctors, no dentists, no nothing. Now if you are making good case gain, certainly don't go doing acid, cocaine, shrooms or pot, for they WILL wake up a full orchestra of BT's, demons, deities, God Monsters/God Kings, and things no one can confront. If you aren't making good case gain, however, they are always there to try. Certainly anyone who is still mortal should try shrooms or acid a few times before they die :) It may or may not help depending on how dense they are. But eventually you will want to go straight, there is just too much power in the OT accelerator star drive to be flying that starship around while flying on drugs too. Drugs can produce releases but they also produce restimulation like crazy and you better be one god damn good auditor to run it out or it will just jam harder when you come down. The 'drug case' is really just that part of one's case that didn't get run out when one did do drugs before one knew things could be run out. Drugs will show you things you STILL wonder if they can be run out! They exceed one's expectations and that results in a compulsive stop, a slamming on of the brakes, which produces mass which hangs around after you come down. But beyond that, drugs aren't what is dangerous, the THETAN is what is dangerous, and throwing people in jail for pot or acid or even cocaine is just plain criminal. Homer >I find your ballsy responses inspiring. >Yours, - -- - ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith The Paths of Lovers Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 KC2ITF Cross Internet Access, Ithaca NY homer@lightlink.com In the Line of Duty http://www.lightlink.com ================ http://www.clearing.org ==================== Sun Feb 7 12:06:01 EST 2016 WEB: http://www.clearing.org BLOG: http://adoretheproof.blogspot.org FTP: ftp://ftp.lightlink.com/pub/archive/homer/adore225.memo Send mail to archive@lightlink.com saying help in body =========== http://www.lightlink.com/theproof =============== Learning implies Learning with Certainty or Learning without Certainty. Learning across a Distance implies Learning by Being an Effect. Learning by Being an Effect implies Learning without Certainty. 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