GUARDIAN DICOMS Since mentioning guardian dicoms recently, I thought I should write a posting about them as my present auditing is rife with them. But then I found that I already had... Guardian dicoms are basically postulates as to why the pc can not get able, safe and enjoyable again, future eternally bright. Glad to be himself and be where is he, in the context he is in. First thought is that they ruin case gain. By ruin case gain we mean the idea that guardian dicoms ruin the ability to audit out OTHER items that make up case. But second look shows they ARE case gain, that once run out, the rest tends to unfold natually and with little effort. PTSness is one or more guardian dicoms in operation penning the pc in. PTSness is not just losing gains, its the continuing system of thoughts that say that further gain is not available through being unhandleable. The idea that he could handle anything is unhandleable to the pc. Homer GUARDIAN DICOMS A dicom is a DIchotomy of Comparable and Opposite Magnitude. Dicoms usually come in pairs of 4. NO STATIC - SOME STATIC NO KINETIC - SOME KINETIC Although we like to think that HATE is the opposite of LOVE, for our purposes the true opposite of LOVE is NO LOVE. NO LOVE is either pretended NO LOVE at not-isness on the tone scale, or it is actual NO LOVE at as-isness on the tone scale. The first will read and run, the second will float. However since love and hate seem to be related as opposites we can form the auditing pair: NO LOVE - SOME LOVE NO HATE - SOME HATE The primary dicom is NO - SOME This can be normalized for auditing purposes to: NO NO - SOME NO NO SOME - SOME SOME NO NO means not-ising not-ising, no longer being aware of not-ising. At SOME NO, the being would be aware of not-ising. NO SOME means not-ising isness. SOME SOME means aware of isness. When specific items won't read, one can often find the next item by running NO and SOME without any item attached. That runs the next item in line until it appears or another runnable item appears instead. A basic generic item pair is: NO THING - SOME THING English plays with this to create a dicom of the form NOTHING - SOMETHING To normalize it to our auditing standards and to allow it to run successfully we need to run NO NOTHING - SOME NOTHING NO SOMETHING - SOME SOMETHING This allows us to run thetans and their creations. Remember that a thetan experiences itself as a nothing there, and its creations as a something there. This is a reversal of the truth which is that the thetan is the only something there is, and its creations are glow in the dark nothings in the thetan's substrate of self. Imagine a phosphorescent rock sitting in the dark, not glowing. It's a something there, but is experienced as a nothing there. Then we shine a UV lamp on it for a few seconds and remove it. Suddenly the rock is glowing red, green, blue and white in the dark. Now it is experienced as something there, but the change from 'nothing there' to 'something there' is no where as substantial as the original something that was there when the rock was not glowing at all. In other words a change from not glowing to glowing is not a significant change from nothing there to something there. While the change from the absence of a thetan to a presence of a thetan is a significant change from nothing there to something there. So even though the thetan experiences itself as 'nothing there', it is in fact the only something there that can be, except perhaps for the Source substrate that unifies all thetans into one operating organism. The conscious experiences of MEST that thetan considers are 'something there', are no more there than when they are off. What's there is still there, namely thetan and Source. Source will always be there whether or not it is glowing in the night of the void with conscious experiences. Void that you can see and void that you can not see is still the same void, no change in stuff. A thetan that is sound asleep in the Big Snooze and manifesting absolutely nothing, is still as much a something there as when he is awake and spewing conscious experiences all over the place. By the way the glowing of the void as conscious experience is not the result of emmanation of photons. The void is self luminous. Thus whether it is glowing as something there (color) or nothing there (darkness), the void is still there. It may have changed state, but it hasn't changed whether it is still there. The static therefore, although experienced as nothing there, is actual and very much there, just not in space and time which are glowings of self luminosity in the substrate of the static. SHORT DETOUR INTO THE PROOF Space is a viewpoint of dimension. The viewpoint has no dimension, and the dimension it sees has no actual dimension either. In other words you don't need to have a 3 dimensional object to experience 3 dimensions. A self luminous mockup of a 3 dimensional rock doesn't, AS A MOCKUP, take up any actual space or time. Mockups are pictures OF space and time and do not themselves take up any space or time. Hyenas can't handle that one, they will demand you prove it. They consider it the extraordinary claim, but the claim that mockups of space and time DO take up actual space and time OR that there is actual space and time in which to put a mockup, is the more extraordinary. But you know a hyena, 6 billion hyenas can't be wrong! Except on Earth. The incredibility and preposterousness of it all protects the dreamball theory completely from discovery and acceptance. Self luminous (glow in the dark) mockups of 3 dimensional objects are themselves zero dimensional. A 3 dimensional object couldn't ever be self luminous. In fact a 3 dimensional object could never be SEEN no matter how many photons it emmanated, because the see-er and seen would be separated by a space time distance and thus be two different objects. One is always seeing A by looking at something else when A is separated from the see-er. Thus one never actually sees *A*, only the something else. Sorry two different objects can never see each other nor know about each other with certainty. Thus if God and Soul are two different objects, they will never know about each other with certainty. No object can ever see another object different from itself. True space or time between two objects makes them different from each other, and therefore blind to each other via direct self luminous perception. Therefore if you can see it, self luminousness means zero dimensional. Thus during the running of NOTHING and SOMETHING, your pc's conception of what is nothing and what is something will change dramatically all over the place. That is TA motion coming off the case and charge running out from an eternity of lies. GUARDIAN DICOMS Guardian dicoms are those dicoms that make it hard or impossible for a pc to make case gain. Case gain is basically recognizing that one was completely wrong, and getting right. But the pc finds out he was SO wrong, he develops a problem about it, and thus can not change his mind any more. His willingness and acceptance levels on being wrong can be easily exceeded. "If I am a god, why would I have DISGRACED myself so?" NO GRACE - SOME GRACE NO DISGRACE - SOME DISGRACE "I will never live it down." He still doesn't really know WHAT he will never live down, but he is quite sure he won't! Thus during auditing the pc will run into the 'wall of preposterousness', and suddenly go flying out of session. He just ran out of permission to go any further because 'this is all nuts you know.' NO PERMISSION - SOME PERMISSION NO FORBIDDEN - SOME FORBIDDEN He will be able to audit this life which seems 'normal' to him, but ask him to take it earlier similar back to whole track and you will get balk. NO NORMAL - SOME NORMAL NO PARANORMAL - SOME PARANORMAL It is quite acceptable to him that his conscious Self is made of pieces and parts tick tocking away, but the idea that his Self is the fundamental indivisible stuff of which the AllThatIs is made gives him the willies. "It's too good to be true, I would just die of shame..." Maybe he will go whole track for a few seconds, but then something will creep up on him and say "Hey I don't BELIEVE in whole track, this is REDICULOUS, how can I be auditing this stuff?!" NO BELIEF - SOME BELIEF NO DISBELIEF - SOME DISBELIEF NO REDICULOUS - SOME REDICULOUS At that moment the needle packs up, the TA freezes, and that's the end of that session, until the guardian dicom that was restimulated is addressed AS IT SELF. He has a problem in choice. If the world is a dream, and the pc has lived before this life, then he had to have made a CHOICE to come into the body and become mortal. NO CHOICE - SOME CHOICE But try as me may he doesn't remember that choice, nor any part of the CONTEXT surrounding it. Why on Earth would anyone chose to BECOME a body? Having and owning one like a dog might be nice, riding one around like a horse could be fun, but to BECOME ONE and forget everything that isn't a body, and toss one's sovereignty out the door to the dust and the winds? That's NUTS! So NO NUTS - SOME NUTS becomes a guardian dicom. These things are so powerful, that when he runs into them they DEFINE truth for him. There is certainly no arguing with them. After crashing into the wall of preposterousness at full speed while trying to go exterior, he will come away KNOWING that exteriorization is preposterous! It's a kind of knowing by emoting, it surely isn't scientific, but your pc isn't interested in scientific rigor at that moment, he just wants to salvage some respect for himself which he can't do by giving any credence at all to this nonsense! NO RESPECT - SOME RESPECT NO CONTEMPT - SOME CONTEMPT NO NONSENSE - SOME NONSENSE NO SENSE - SOME SENSE NO CREDIBLE - SOME CREDIBLE NO INCREDIBLE - SOME INCREDIBLE There are a lot of guardian dicoms. Every time your pc runs into one of these trying to go wholetrack, or imagining being out of his body, there will be a phrase associated with it that will hit the pc BEFORE the knowing by emoting. By giving credence to the phrase, going into wonder and question asking about whether it is right or not, he thus amplifies the feeling that goes with it into an overwhelm of acceptance. Ideas will come up such as: "It's too good to be true. "I would die from shock if I found out..." "I would go SPLAT all over native state..." "I would go crazy if it were true." "I will die of chagrin and shame." He can't stand the thought of his hope going soaring up into the sky, just to be crushed down to the ground again. NO OPERATION - SOME OPERATION NO CRUSH - SOME CRUSH "How would I ever live it down, I was God in carnation and here I thought for the longest time I was a hyena!" To some it is not clear whether a hyena will ever live it down, but to be frank, just have them mockup God incarnating as a dung beetle or dingle berry on Roland's ass. They will eventually cognite that everyone is an asshole bar none, no matter how high their pedestal in the pecking order of admiration. They will cognite that Source sources what Source is not, and thus God incarnates as what God is not, an asshole, and yet God loves and ADMIRES himself one and all. "Nice asshole, pretty asshole!", all the while dead bodies lie smoking all around him. It's a new view. Here are some remaining guardian dicoms which you must look out for when you pc balks in session from making real case gain. NO DOUBT - SOME DOUBT NO CERTAINTY - SOME CERTAINTY NO UNCERTAINTY - SOME UNCERTAINTY NO DECISION - SOME DECISION NO INDECISION - SOME INDECISION NO POSSIBILITY - SOME POSSIBILITY NO IMPOSSIBILITY - SOME IMPOSSIBILITY NO NATURAL - SOME NATURAL NO UNNATURAL - SOME UNNATURAL NO PERMISSION - SOME PERMISSION NO FORBIDDEN - SOME FORBIDDEN "Fools rush in, where Angels dare not tread, and Gods go screaming for their Mama." - Adore NO FOOL - SOME FOOL NO WISDOM - SOME WISDOM NO WONDER - SOME WONDER NO QUESTION - SOME QUESTION NO ANSWER - SOME ANSWER NO ABILITY - SOME ABILITY NO INABILITY - SOME INABILITY NO WILLINGESS - SOME WILLINGNESS NO UNWILLINGESS - SOME UNWILLINGNESS NO REDICULOUS - SOME REDICULOUS NO PREPOSTEROUS - SOME PREPOSTEROUS NO DIVINE - SOME DIVINE NO HOLY - SOME HOLY NO LUDICROUS - SOME LUDICROUS NO TRAGEDY - SOME TRAGEDY NO TRAVESTY - SOME TRAVESTY NO MIRACLE - SOME MIRACLE NO FAITH - SOME FAITH NO FAITHLESSNESS - SOME FAITHLESSNESS NO UNDREAMED DREAM COME TRUE - SOME UNDREAMED DREAM COME TRUE NO BETRAYAL - SOME BETRAYAL NO CONFRONT - SOME CONFRONT NO FLINCH - SOME FLINCH NO CRINGE - SOME CRINGE NO COURAGE - SOME COURAGE NO COWARDICE - SOME COWARDICE NO BELIEF - SOME BELIEF NO DISBELIEF - SOME DISBELIEF NO DESIRE - SOME DESIRE NO HOPE - SOME HOPE NO DARING - SOME DARING NO DARE NOT - SOME DARE NOT NO ASTONISHMENT - SOME ASTONISHMENT NO DANGER - SOME DANGER NO SAFETY - SOME SAFETY Operation of dicoms generates power. This last one is the warp core, but won't it run cleanly until all other guardians are cleared. Danger and Safety will be last two left standing. Games that have no danger or safety are not games, they are a dance. Thus in trying to reoptimize a pc's games, you are trying to move danger/safety upscale to where real power and courage can be generated. That's where the E-meter starts to float and the pc has his proof. Pray that the poor auditor can stand it. Homer ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith The Paths of Lovers Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 KC2ITF Cross Internet Access, Ithaca NY homer@lightlink.com In the Line of Duty http://www.lightlink.com Tue Aug 19 14:46:52 EDT 2008 Mon Jan 12 02:42:02 EST 2009 09/03/15 Thursday 11:55pm EST