>Thanks for responding.
>The URL for your posting is:
>     I have never run terminals that were goals, so I don't understand
>what you mean by "run the item".  I didn't do the clearing course or
>OT levels so I don't know the procedure.  What I am looking for is a
>process that I can run for years if need be (as a way to complement
>and give me diversion from running just BT's forever), that will keep
>on finding and blowing charge.
>     I am doing "free solo" on BT's and it has been great.  And I have
>tried UCP and felt totally stoned after the session, and couldn't run
>BT's via Free Solo method very well since then, so I am afraid to try
>UCP now, maybe I should have run a havingness process after but I
>didn't.  Your suggestions are greatly appreciated.
>      XXXXX

     OK, first each person has their own path.

     Some people, if you don't GIVE them any tech, they don't HAVE any
tech.  You see the problem with this, right?

     Each person must come up with their own tech ultimately for their
final approaches to total freedom.  Yes other's can benefit from this,
so share what you find.  But my route won't be yours, hopefully!  :)

     Now to answer your question.

     The primary thing the being is doing wrong is dramatizing.

     To dramatize means to bring drama to, and then to act out within
the context of that drama with serious seriousness.

     Drama is permanence, importance, seriousness and pain.

     All forms of permanent loss etc.  

     If you want to use tech from the future (2017) throw in the Big 4,
precious, unique, fragile, and ephemeral.

     Notice that even being stuck with a gorgeous girl forever is a form
of permanent loss to a being that wants the freedom to come and go
forever for free.

     Ok, so the being is dramatizing 'items'.

     Take respect and not respect.  
     He respects some things, and
doesn't respect other things, and he takes his respect VERY SERIOUSLY.
     You see, it owns him, he doesn't own it.
     He isn't free to make things he would not respect and to destroy
things he does respect, but as a sovereign Creator in control of his own
experience as a Creature, he has to be able to make both sides of the
wings of the dicom.
     The Void, freedom, lives in the center of the wings.

     Freedom doesn't mean freedom only to be good, don't you see?

     You can have that, but what are you going to do with your other
side arm, freedom to be bad?

     Your preclear is parked at the respect end of the wing, trying to
be respectable and fighting everything that is not respectable, and thus
sliding ever so inexorably towards the other side of the wings.
     Eventually he becomes an abomination.

     Just imagine an infinite all powerful being failing at his own game
of being respectable.

     Who would create such a game for himself, you ask?

     Ah, well DING!  You asked it, you answer it.

     So you run any process you know that will break the process of
dramatization, of taking respect and not respect seriously, permanently,
importantly and with pain etc.

     You have simple dianetics "Locate an incident of respect/not
respect", you have all the Grades, Comm, problems, withholds, arc
breaks, make wrongs, service fac computations on the subjects of respect
and not respect, and everyone else's also.  You have goals and terminals
on respect and not respect and you have the whole CDEINR scale on
respect and not respect.

     You also have Adorian stair cases like

     The Beauty of Respect
     The Ugly of Respect
     The Beauty of No Respect
     The Ugly of No Respect

     So that adds up to about 2 million different 'processes' to run
on the pc and his items, so you choose the one that indicates.

     Simply "What do you NOT respect?", "What do you respect?" is
enough to break into the dramatization while it is going on and kick
the being upstairs to Creator/Author and away from Creature/Character.

     If you hate what questions, as you should, then run it as causal

     "Conceive NO respect."
     "Conceive SOME respect."

     We want the being willing and able to artistically make both
sides of all dicoms, good and evil, light and dark, love and hate etc.

     Imagine a painter whose pallette only had white and colors, and no
black or dark colors?

     Same with pleasure and pain.

     Unartistic pleasure or pain are both a waste of time.

     Artistic anything is not.

     But can anything painful or lossy be artistic?

     The Creator as Author creates tapestries of space/time
manifestations out of these dicoms at war with each other.

     "Virtue for the creature is not virtue for the Creator."
     Star Maker - Olaf Stapleton.
     God (you) is not good.
     God is Author.
     Creatures/Characters are good or evil, and to the degree that they
take themselves seriously, permanently, importantly and with pain, they
     Because there is no willingness to create the other side.

     If they had such a willingness, they would be creators again and
not creatures.
     Once the good get the idea "Hey lets create some evil so we can
have a game!" they are no longer good, they are Author again.
     That is the final E/P of all auditing.

     Get the creature out of its stupid creature state, and then let him
have at it as Creator again.

     It doesn't matter WHO you audit, yourself, your body, your
friends, your families, bugs, animals, universes, gods, BT's, etc.

     Anything but girls, leave them to last.
     Everyone is dramatizing.

     The importance of surviving.

     The seriousness of enhancing anti-entropy (useful energy).

     Everything that is energy and depends upon energy for its

     One thing's best friend is another thing's food.

     Wherever you can get a wedge in that dramatization, no matter who
it is, you free someone from something.

     The point is to find deep items, for example just for yuks, try


     Spot them in operation, that is the basic 'process'.  
     Find the dicom he just couldn't, wouldn't, shouldn't make ever.

     Ok one stuck dicom means all dicoms are stuck somewhat.

     Everything more complicated than that is rote mechanical auditing
that works and serves its purpose but eventually is just so much dev-t,
to a mind that can make and not make anything and everything at will.

     He doesn't have to recover the ability to put the mountain there,
but he certainly has to recover he willingness to put the mountain there
if he could.