WHY MY CASE FAILED IN THE CHURCH

     The correct answer as best I can give it in present time is, in no 
particular order of importance:

     1.) Charge too monsterous to view, body in danger from fear.

     2.) Forbidden to run simple NOTS, 'You are a BT, what are you,
who are you, how many are you, you are real people!'

     3.) Failure to run NO and SOME, on all assessments and all items found or 
not found.

     3a.) Failure to run NOTHING THERE, SOMETHING THERE properly.

     4.) Failure to run ANDS instead of just ORs.

         The effort to NOT BE *AND* to BE at the same time.

     5.) Failure to run The Proof.

     6.) Failure to run goals that competed with Scn or wished to
expand it and continue its tech finding.

     7.) Failure to run emotion, particularly *FUTURE* loss, sorrow and crying.

         "How will it be on your last day with _____"

     8.) Failure to get off cigarettes for auditing.

     8a.) Failure to recognize being massively overly fumed from the natural 
background air of cities.  In part this came from smoking.

     9.) Failure to run commands rather than questions.

         "Whats It?" kills.

     10.) Failure to run NOT KNOW.

         "Not know something."

         "Know something."

     Homer

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Homer Wilson Smith     The Paths of Lovers    Art Matrix - Lightlink
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On Thu, 8 Dec 2011, homer@lightlink.com wrote:

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>     OK, so collapsed space = withhold, restraint and justification.
>
>     Notis-ness of withhold leads to inactuality, which leads to delusion,
> hysteria, shock, catatonia, and oblivion.
>
>     Now when I was in the church, back when they were still doing
> some real auditing, they ran me on withholds, and misssed withholds,
> for hours and hours and hours etc.
>
>     But nothing ever came up.  Green forms, red forms, yellow forms,
> even the dreaded black form, but no black core incident, no relief, no
> case gain.
>
>     Just endless sad effect at the Examiners passing as an F/N.
>
>     Why?
>
>     Wrong process?
>
>     Audited by black core beings?
>
>     Source was a black core being?
>
>     PC was surrounded by black core BT's?
>
>     PC part of a black core cluster?
>
>     PC selling black core licenses to mothers to breed out of season
> and for the wrong reason?
>
>     PC unable to confront?
>
>     PC unwilling to confront?
>
>     PC intentionally wasting everyone's time and his own money?
>
>     PC had a covert purpose to being audited?
>
>     PC failed his A to Z, I mean J?
>
>     1000 hours later pc still hadn't given auditing enough time or
> the church enough money?
>
>     Let us once again hear the crowds speak their wisdom, what is the
> exact correct why for my case failure?
>
>     Do correct why's open the door?
>
>     Homer
> 
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