I want to go over 'tech' from top to bottom, we have done this
before, its time to do it again.

      I am winning rather than losing, doing pretty well for someone who
crawled off a morgue slab.

      I have not attained happiness, but I have attained awareness of how
my fear and upset is/was killing my body due to my non handle when it
occurs/ed.  A pissed off God is no good for a human brain.

      Things are pretty loose, can't see a thing, but when I can they're
way too young.  :)

      People in bodies just simply have no idea what beauty (and ugly) is
available once the gates of mortal doom are opened to the exquisite and
unspeakable candy land beyond.

      NOTS is turning on, huge malestroms of totally insane beings right
out of every horror picture ever made, billions and billions of them.

      Running who are you, what are you, HOW MANY ARE YOU, it usually
doesn't require much beyond that.  Amphitheaters of beings at a time.

      Been running ANDS, last one was

      The effort to die AND the effort to not die at the same time.

      Joke is they are almost the same effort, not quite but enough to
confuse, doing one does the other.

      Get one side of an AND and it runs a bit but then goes out of
control for the rest of time.  Need to run both sides.

      Had the effort to not die years ago, only nailed the effort TO die

      When I got the AND, the relief was palpable.

      Lot's of reasons for a God to not want to die.
      Lot's of reasons for a God to want to die,

      He keeps himself busy by doing both at the same time.

      Take a being who wants to be eternal and tell him he is made of
meat produces the most amazing crash into solidity, harder than the
hardest metal.  It only resolves by making it again, with good humor.

      Efforts to reattain eternality by 'running out' the crash do not
work, because one has to BE eternal to create the crash in the first
place and thus run it out from the beginning.

      Thus incidents do not erase until contact is made with the
beginning of it.

      You can't become cause by being an effect, but you can cease being
an effect by causing oneself to be an effect until gone.

      No one is there yet, but it beckons...

      And the light on the other side is so spectacularly beautiful.

      But there is a darkside still not understood...


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