ANATOMY AND APPROACH Part I Revised On December 12, 2012, my semi feral cat Mirabilis was hit by a car and killed. I had just finished writing this posting when it happened. Either I pissed off the God's for daring to post the truth, or they wanted to test me to see if I could live up to my own words. Which I couldn't. Woe to those who pretend to wisdom or sovereignty, for the Gods will run a Job on them. Well I love Mira so much, the Gods can go to hell, except the God of Close Calls, who helped me find her body, and this posting remains as originally written. This posting depends on a thorough understanding of the writeup in THE FIRST OVERT. http://www.clearing.org/cgi/archive.cgi?/homer/adore918.memo OT POWERS AND THE PRINCIPLES OF MAGIC The KRC triangle gives us the formula for magic. Magic consists of Knowledge, Responsibility and Control. As with the ARC triangle of Affinity, Reality and Communication, just so with the KRC triangle, if one corner is raised up the tone scale, so MUST the other two follow. Thus as responsibility is increased, so is control. Control is being able to do with things as you want. Responsibility is recognition and *APPLICATION* of self as cause. Putting it there, for real and for actual. It is TAKING responsibility is grabbing cause for one's self over things normally considered to be caused by others. Others can not cause things in your dreamtime unless you cause them to be able to do so. Taking FULL responsibility is not just 'letting them in', but causing them to cause what they are causing in your dreamtime, after they are in. This is pandeterminism and is also exteriorization, as one can BE anyone that one is willing to cause them causing. Anyone can take responsibility for or over anyone or anything that is causing or caused. However taking responsibility is not mere lip service, it means PUTTING IT THERE in such a way that ONE IS ACTUALLY NOW CAUSE OF THE THING AND PUTTING IT THERE. How do you know the difference between mere lip service and true taking of responsibility? Control. You can control what you are putting there. SOURCERY or MAGIC Magic is generally considered to be control over things that normal humans do not have control over, such as the physical universe and the thoughts, feelings and efforts (actions) of others including other life forms, spirits and The Infinite. Control means good control like being able to drive a car, or control over one's tools to create a masterpiece. Control does not mean using power over others for selfish ends, against their will. The KRC triangle tells us that we can control anything we can take full responsibility for, including other people's existence, their thoughts, feelings and actions. Thus responsibility = control. This includes moving the marble in the physical universe. He who can put it there, can move it. But it also means being able to change the state we are in, in our own universe, and changing others in their universe and how they relate to us and the rest of the world. What other magic could anyone want? What other magic could there even be? Magic is control over the AllThatIs, and that magic comes from taking full responsibility for the AllThatIS, and everyone who is in it, and everything that they think, feel and do, as one's own. Taking responsibility for something means simply and only putting it there with ONE'S OWN full causal intention, willingness and volition, regardless of who first created it. If someone runs over your cat, are you willing to put that there, the unexpectedness, the cold dead crushed body brought low, the eyes with no life left in them that used to bring you joy? Can you willingly and in fact put there the ripping away of the highlight of your life and your heart and soul with it? Why would you put something there that is utterly not in your own best interest, nor the best interest of those that you love? How can you even touch it, let alone put it there? Yet there it is, and you always knew it could be. If someone else puts something there, and you don't match or parallel it with equal putting it there as if it were your creation, then it continues to belong to them and you can't change it. But if you match another's putting it there with equal or greater putting it there yourself, then it becomes yours too, and you can change it, or change them putting it there, by PUTTING THEM THERE putting something else there instead. This might not work in the physical universe to bring your cat back, but it might help you recover yourself FROM the physical universe, because you have to put the universe there first, before you can put someone or something putting some unwanted event there in the universe. If the universe puts something utterly unwanted there, and you can't match it by putting it there yourself, then the universe sucks you into and you can't get out. Do you see? It's not a matter of BEING responsibility, it does not matter if you ARE responsible, it only matters that you TAKE responsibility away from that which was or is. Have someone run on you dual, not solo: "Put the universe there." "Unput the universe there." If you are putting the putter there, you can put them putting anything you want. In such a wise do others respond to your control via your taking full responsibility as your own, for what they put there, and that they are putting it there! If you say "They are cause", then they are cause. If you say "I caused them to be cause", then you are cause. That is all there is to magic. Capiche toi? Can this knowledge help you protect your cats in the future? Can this knowledge help you be happy in this universe inspite of the random acts of carnage? Do you dare? THE ANATOMY OF THE BANK. The classic bank as described in early Scientology, consists of facsimile recordings, made of MENTAL matter, energy, space and time, of all events that happen to a being and that he himself causes, that he did not fully put there at the time they happened or were caused. You might ask how can a being cause something that he isn't causing fully, willingly and knowingly. Causation can be on an automatic stimulus response basis, or under duress where he resents having to cause, or the being can simply say he isn't causing it when he is. In any case he is dealing by not dealing, and this leads to facsimile creation, which he is also causing without fully being there, so they persist like everything else. Thus facsimiles include fully aware analytical moments (memory) and moments of loss, pain and unconsciousness (locks, secondaries and engrams.) Facsimiles contain data about what happened in full surround sound 3D spacetime color; they include when the incident happened, and who was in it and who did what to whom. When we say color, we of course mean color, taste, sound, touch and smell, including all emotions and feelings and other perceptics available to homo sap, whether physical, emotional, mental or spiritual, and all efforts or force used to cause or be an effect of the event. Efforts that the being causes are called simply efforts. Efforts that other beings or things cause to the being are called counter efforts. In a similar fashion there are his own thoughts, emotions and efforts, and the counter thoughts, counter emotions and counter efforts of other beings, places or things. Every facsimile then is a complete recording of all thoughts, emotions, efforts, and counter thoughts, emotions and efforts that take place during the duration of the incident. Valences are the various who's in a facsimile and are important to a case, because they provide identities that the preclear can then CHOSE TO BE, in order to survive better or worse. The preclear picks his winning valences from the collection available to him at the time of an incident driving him down tone, and does what they did. He computes that if doing A won for Joe, then doing A will win for him too, particularly if A was something that Joe did to him, when Joe won over him! However facsimiles of 'incidents' don't have to happen to the preclear, he has banks and banks full of stuff that happened to others that the preclear bought, borrowed or stole, and banks that were invented out of whole cloth and never happened to anyone, or were designed as templates or archetypes for real incidents to follow. If a valence in a facsimile is doing badly or in a state of being damaged, and got sympathy and thus help or cooperation from others, then the preclear may choose to don that identity as a way of doing better himself, by doing worse in the eyes of others. He seeks the advantage of being disadvantaged. Most people are suckers for sad, sorry eyes. In such a way the preclear solicits help, avoids domination and obtains exoneration for failures that others might otherwise take him to task for. Getting sympathy is a way to get others to stop blaming him and punishing him for things other's consider important. If the only way to survive is to be near dead so that someone will help you to survive better than you can alone, then near dead it will be, and that is what the preclear will choose to be, become, or mock himself up as. VILLAIN, VICTIM, HERO Facimiles and their valences, by definition, also record who the bad guys were, who the victims were and who the good guys were, the heros who came to save the day or tried to. Valences record what each person thought, felt, and did, which adds up to an entire identity package for that valence. The other beings that imprinted those valences on a preclear during the receipt of the facsimile are called terminals, as they are the beginning and end points of flows, both good and bad, which includes communication lines, and help or harm via violent force causing damage. Preclears like to 'close terminals' with their most detested counter terminals, hunt them down, stick their face in the other's face and blow them away. Closing terminals, lessening the space between yourself and another, is a sure way to lose the power you need to overwhelm them though, because it is the creation of SPACE that creates power. Eventually the preclear BECOMES those he closed terminals with the most, and starts to act as they did. In this way does the preclear go 'out of valence' and start to act and be and think like someone else who did him in long ago, including past lives. Since facsimiles are always recordings or paintings of flows in collision, their primary make up is FORCE, MASS, SPACE and TIME, with collapsed spatial anchor points at the moment of impact. The preclear makes space by putting out anchor points at a great distance, as far as he can conceive. The bigger the space encompassed, the higher the tone of the preclear. When the preclear collides with a heavy counter force, he takes his attention off of the space he is making, the anchor points collapse to a single point, and his attention goes fully to the source of the impact which is usually nearby in his space. The facsimile records the collapse of the anchor points under duress of great violence, and when a facsimile is brought into restimulation by the preclear, his present time space and attention collapses to parallel the collapse recorded in the facsimile. The preclear can not generally tell the difference between a facsimile and an actual event, and responds to both the same way, including making another facsimile of the first one when it impinges again later. Thus a heavily restimulated preclear will be walking around with endless numbers of facsimiles of facsimiles of facsimiles, ad infinitum, going back to the first restimulation. In each facsimile, the villain harming the victim with force is recorded by the victim as bad. The hero harming the villain with force is recorded by the victim as good. Force generally tends to be deadly or else recordings of it are not of much consequence. Deadly doesn't mean just killed a body, perhaps to live again, it means DEAD FOREVER. The being may actually live through the death of the body and live again, but DURING the death in his mind it is FOREVER, and the FOREVERNESS of the damage caused in the incident is recorded along with the force and the damage it caused. When such facsimiles are dramatized later, the INTENT to cause DEATH or HARM FOREVER (PERMANENT LOSS,) to another, becomes very strong, and is the signature mark of the beginning of aberration and ending up in a hell of restimulation forever when dramatizing these facsimiles fail. Thus running the forevers out of the intent to harm forever in these incidents, does much to alleviate the suffering forever the being has been in :) You can do anything to anyone for a while without consequences, but once the intent is to harm forever, the doer is doomed forever as long as he holds onto the forever in his own intent. Without the forevers impinging on the preclear offering him 'final solutions' to his problems, such facsimiles of death and demise become just so much snowflake flittering around him adding to the glitter in his thetan space. The preclear will thus be found to be crucified or 'stuck on his time track' in those incidents where he lost to his most detested terminals FOREVER. But it takes more than simply losing to get stuck in an incident forever more. The preclear has to later USE the incident of not surviving to help himself survive! THEN he's done, because he is choosing to wear it, and considers it necessary for his continued survival. Thus scientology teaches us that engrams can be received but then go into recession (apparent non existence) until they are restimulated later through their use which is called the KEY IN. Addressing the engram directly while it is in use, is mostly fruitless, however addressing the key in and why the preclear decided to use a moment of death or damnation to survive better is highly fruitful. Once the preclear let's go of the usefulness of the engram to his present survival, and the classless evil implied in the forevers contained in them, the engram goes back into recession, keys out, and no longer bothers him. However since the engram is in use, it is often easier to contact the engram than the moment of key in, because the preclear is parked at the time of the engram and not at the time of the key in, and thus running the engram directly as he is presently experiencing it, is in fact of some use, AS LONG AS THE LATER MOMENT OF KEY IN IS KEPT IN SIGHT AS THE PRIMARY TARGET OF ADDRESS. In auditing one may find it necessary to run the engram a bit, then the key in, then the engram, then the key in, until both can be let go of and erased at the same time. If the engram is run without the key in, the preclear will still have his need to use the engram and will promptly pull in another one to fit the bill. The cognition that releases the preclear from the engram is something to the effect of how dumb it was to think it was a good idea to use the engram in the first place. This results in laughter. Once the preclear loses to a terminal, thus creating a facsimile with that terminal as a winning valence in it, he will then BECOME that valence later, thus doing to others what was done to him. Once he dons that valence in that facsimile he continues to wear it as needed, to the end of time, and thus becomes more and more stuck in that facsimile, wearing that valence's thoughts, emotions and efforts, namely that valence's beingness of doing harm to others. If Dad beat him, he will beat his kids. If was good enough for Dad it must be good enough for him. Not everyone falls into this trap but many do. It is the continued USE of that valence that sticks him in the facsimile. Every time he uses it, he turns the facsimile on harder, and every time he regrets using it or it just plumb doesn't work to secure his survival, he will bounce back to his own valence in the facsimile in which he was dying. To escape the feeling of dying he will try to go back out of valence, and find something else to beat up on. When he pulls in the facsimile to use it, it contains both himself and his tormentor as valences, and the force that the tormentor used to do him in, and his own damage at the time. Thus he escapes his own pain by being the tormentor for a while, but when it fails, he finds himself sitting directly in his own valence being tormented again, by the counter efforts in the facsimile. Remember a preclear in bad shape can't tell the difference between a facsimile and the real thing, so if he ended up sick, dead or dying in the facsimile, he will feel like he is sick dead and dying once his dramatization of the facsimile fails and he ends up in his own valence again. 'Failure of a dramatization' is not complicated, it simply means the preclear stops dramatizing for whatever reason and thus is sitting in the rest of the facsimile where he was the victim. Usually dramatization fails for two reasons. Failure by force happens when the preclear simply dramatizes at someone too big for him, and gets squashed back down again. He tells his mother to shut up, and she beats the daylights out of him. Failure by reversal happens when the preclear, in his own consideration, suddenly determines that he is mistakenly dramatizing at the wrong party, perhaps an innocent one. The preclear sees his girl go into a store with another boy and thinks his girl is cheating on him. Infuriated he confronts them and beats the hell out of the girl, almost killing her. Turns out they were preparing a surprise party for him, and were in the store to buy him a birthday card. Sometimes the preclear regrets the damage he has caused to the other party no matter how culpable the other party was. Your preclear is shooting Nazi soldiers in a life and death battle. Later he finds an wounded enemy soldier dying on the ground asking for help and takes pity on him. Those sad eyes again... Thus a being trying to survive by killing or permanently damaging others, if he considers that he is failing to survive by doing so or regrets it, will feel like he is dying himself. Thus if a preclear is feeling sick dead and dying all the time, addressing murderous intent FOREVER, is indicated. PTSNESS PTS means Potential Trouble Source and refers to a preclear to allows themselves to be suppressed by an SP or Suppressive Person or Parent. Your preclear is PTS to anyone or thing that he has declared war upon. During these wars there are no rules or laws of behavior, his actions are above the law of the land and the sky, there are no codes, virtues, or principles that guide or restrain his efforts to wipe out the other side, there is no mercy or quarter given to spirit, man, woman, child or god, and no captives taken alive. He considers his enemy SO dangerous that ANYTHING goes, to wipe out the enemy as fast as possible forever, regardless of the collateral damage from friendly fire. He has declared an absolute and utter unrestrained FAIR GAME on the other side, and given himself license to do ANYTHING to accomplish the total obliteration of the other side forever. His failed dramatizations and regrets accumulate over time until his heart is no longer in it, but the war continues and remains declared, thus he becomes PTS to his most hated enemies. This results from an AND in operation, to kill AND to not kill at the same time. By the way it is the fact that he is still at war with the other side that makes the other side pick on him instinctively whether your preclear does anything overt to pull it in or not. Thus it is his intent to make the other side PTS to him, that ultimately entices the other side to take every opportunity to SP him to death. Get your preclear to undeclare the war completely in his own soul, and the other wide will no longer bristle when he comes in the room. SYMPATHY Often in any facsimile the preclear will ALSO be wearing his OWN valence as victim BY CHOICE, because it got him sympathy from someone in the incident, and he will use his victimness to gain sympathy from others to help him win against his many villains, or even to turn the villain back into a friend by getting the villain to reverse and regret and feel sorry for what he did. Again when a preclear tries to get sympathy and fails, he is already in his victim valence doing this, so it kicks back at him even harder, and he may then switch to the villain valence and take out his anger on the beings who won't give him sympathy. Once a preclear determines that he must continuously destroy his tormentors as a full time job, and get and maintain sympathy 24 hours a day to help him or keep himself out of danger, he will put on this facsimile first thing in the morning when he wakes, like many put on their eyeglasses, or smoke their first smoke or joint. His life then becomes a caricature of a guy going off to battle every day swinging his ax looking for heads to lop, while limping onto the battle field barely able to wield it. He has his ax in one hand, and he has the other hand on his hip, helping himself walk. He is in both villain and victim at once, vibrating back and forth, each one pushing him on and justifying the other. The pain in his hip tells him he has to kill the enemy who harmed him (damaged his hip), but his hip prevents him from being successful against the enemy so his redramatization continuously fails over and over again, causing chronic pain. So the facsimile stays on full time with the preclear vibrating continuously from villain to victim, taking time out periodically to drink from the sympathy of what golden allies he has managed to acquire as spectators and well wishers. When they prove unsoothing enough, he will curse them and go back to his vibration between villain and victim. The preclear will also wear the valence of the sympathy source, or golden ally, when he himself is feeling sympathy for others who have been abused like him. If other's reject his sympathy, again he will bounce back into the victim valence and then into the villain valence with a vengeance, taking out his frustration on the those who didn't appreciate his sympathy for them and his efforts to help. Thus between abusing others (wearing the villain valence), being abused (wearing the victim valence), and feeling sorry for others who are abused (wearing the sympathy valence), he is wearing all 3 valences of the facsimile he is stuck in full time, and calling it his life. The service facsimile computation is his idea why it makes sense to vanquish the vanquishers by first being a vanquisher himself, (being the villain), and then by being vanquished by his own hand (getting help through sympathy from others), and why it makes sense to help others do the same who are in the same lot as he. It is one thing to be vanquished by a vanquisher, and quite another thing to then go vanquish others in the same manner, and yet worse to vanquish oneself MORE to get help via sympathy from others. ORIENTATION POINT AND SYMBOL The thetan (preclear, being) likes to believe himself to be a symbol, which has mass (body), meaning (his identity) and mobility (can move through space and time.) Beings also like to die in tar, go figure. The being likes to think of himself as an energy form able to cause and be the effect of matter, energy, space and time BY USING other matter, energy, space and time. He moves the ball by hitting it with a bat. He will be trying to swim out of the tar by using his arms. He will thus be found to be using flows to handle flows. By flows here we mean flows, ridges, dispersals (explosions) and implosions, anything to do with the behavior of energy and mass in space and time. It escapes the being that in order to create a flow to handle another flow, he has to USE A POSTULATE to create either flow. If he can create or handle a flow with a postulate directly, why then is he using flows to handle other flows, when he could handle the other flows with postulates directly? The being engages in this deception that he can't make a postulate, but can only use flows to handle other flows in order to have a game, but ultimately it sinks him to not being able to PUT FLOWS THERE when they occur, from himself or others or the universe at large, and thus he loses absolute postulate control over them. A postulate means a POSTED BEINGNESS, it means simply and only putting it there. Thus when a baseball player uses a bat to change the direction of an incoming ball, he is no longer putting the ball there by postulate and changing its direction by postulate, he is swinging the bat at it, which is using another flow (the bat) to handle the ball (the incoming flow). There is a disadvantage to flows in this universe, namely that they obey the basic laws of electronics. They suffer from resistance, so it takes a LOT of effort to push a flow through things according to how dense they are. It also takes time for a flow to move from one place to another as the speed of cause in this universe is the speed of light, which is like the speed of an ant in cold molasses compared to the size of the universe. Flows also suffer from capacitance, if you flow in one direction too long, it builds up and needs to flow back the other way. If you simply let go of the flow, it will snap back in your face. Flows also suffer from inductance, if you get a flow going, and suddenly let go of it, it will CONTINUE violently in the same direction causing unexpected and unwanted results. Thus although it is fun to play the games of flows, one must never lose the ability to CREATE AND HANDLE flows directly by postulates. Facsimiles are recordings of flows and are made of flows, namely ridges. They result from the collision of the incoming counter efforts and the outgoing efforts of the preclear to hold the incoming efforts off. The tone of the preclear is the direct result of his success in this fight. Once the counter efforts overwhelm the preclear, he goes into anger and lower on the tone scale, and the facsimile recording is made to the degree the preclear is not PUTTING IT THERE, the whole thing, both sides by postulates alone. To the degree that the being tries later to handle facsimiles with flows, he will lose. Thus running engrams after they are made, at the bottom of the bridge during auditing in session, by using flows (R3R), tends to be long and laborious, while running postulate processing can lift the preclear right out of the bank if he knows what he is doing, and why he sunk himself in it. The best way to take a dress off is simply to unzipper it and take it off the way you put it on (by postulate). The hard way is to try to scrape the dress off of you, bit by bit (using flows to run the engrams.) Some flow processing is useful and needed, but only as long as it is in the direction of rehabbing the ability to create flows directly with postulates. Notice the relationship of postulates/considerations and flows to Apparencies are Reality, on the tone scale. ... 30.0 Postulates 28.0 Considerations 26.0 Apparencies are Reality 25.0 Flows ... TONE SCALE http://www.clearing.org/cgi/archive.cgi?/electra/tone.memo Everything above Apparencies are Reality are driven by actual cause directly between the static at 400.00 and the apparent Kinetic starting at 25.0. Everything below Apparencies are Reality are driven by virtual cause between kinetic objects starting with flows of particles. Thus postulates and considerations are actual cause, and flows are illusory cause. Thus at no time does the baseball bat move the ball, but from Flows on down, it sure looks and feels like it does. By creating panoplies of virtual cause operating between things 'out there' in the kinetic vessel of space and time, the being can engage in games without retaining awareness that he is making them from Source on down. The Author does not want to know it was Author, as knowing you are Author precludes that most precious experience of getting stuck in tar. If the Author knows he is dreaming too much, he will wake up out of his dream too easily, just when its getting rough. From flows on down, the thetan likes to pretend he can move both in space and in time and in particular move on the time track from incident to incident changing valences as he needs them. The thetan as static can not move anywhere because there is no where to move, but once he crosses below apparencies are reality, he becomes a symbol, with mass, meaning and mobility that exists IN space and time and moves around in them. This is called the Orientation Point/Symbol flip flop. It is the knowing, willing, fair chosen turning off of lucidity in the dreamtime of his life in spacetime. A being in good shape can don and doff valences from facsimiles as fast as he can think of them, according to his fancy or whim of the moment. Facsimiles obey a high toned being's intentions and postulates absolutely and without effort. Thus a being can don the most outrageous demises in his bank and then throw them away again in the blink of an eye. "Nope not bloody enough!" Beings also like to have OTHER PEOPLE'S BANKS, or even fully invented banks with things too horrible to contemplate that never happened to anyone. Using facsimiles that are not his own makes his various charades of villain, victim and hero, much more convincing to others, so the game persists longer. Parents are always telling their children the child is making it up, so the child has to make sure he dons something NO ONE could make up! Thus addressing the being's OWN track will often be a waste of time, as the incidents he is sitting in are not his. However HE DID CHOOSE THEM, and those key in moments are very much his and his alone, and they do exist on his own track. Which is why getting one key in (postulates) is worth running 1000 engrams (flows). Thus do not be dismayed if the preclear starts giving you engrams to run that couldn't have possibly happened to anyone in his situation. They didn't, but they need to be run anyhow as he has been dramatizing the valences in them, and using them to the hilt to make other's wrong and solicit cooperation. The stuff that is his own true time track is not in restimulation and thus is not important to run, unless it happens to be in restim. So although the pretense is that the being is a symbol and can move freely from bank to bank and within each bank to his heart's content, the truth is the thetan is an orientation point and can move nowhere. He instead redraws (rerenders) space and time around him from moment to moment, to give himself the illusion of motion, and he does the same thing with his time track or bank of facsimiles. As a symbol the being locates himself relative to stable objects in his environment, home, country, planet, space time etc. HE moves while other things are still. He considers space time made him, so of course space time is still, and he is moving. As an orientation point the being locates everything else including the AllThatIs, relative to him. He becomes eternally still, and can and does create the manifested parts of the AllThatIs anywhere around him that he pleases. The orientation point CHOOSES to become the symbol to engage in apparencies are actuality at 26.0 on the tone scale, in order to engage in the illusion of being a creature of an orientation point greater than he, space time, or God or whatever. The way to become the orientation point again is to BE the orientation point becoming the symbol. Coming in puts you out, because you can't come in, without BEING out. The being involves himself in restimulation and use of facsimiles because of his engagement in being a (fragile) symbol trying to deal with overwhelming incoming realities, but he does so with the power of being an orientation point. Thus as the thetan needs a facsimile to don, he will move the facsimile from out of the cloud surrounding him, TO HIMSELF and wear it. You might then consider that the thetan is in the middle of a huge cloud of facsimiles all of which he can move around at will, and indeed he has moved a number of them onto himself where the valence he is using at the moment is aligned perfectly over himself, so he can look out at the world through the valence's eyes. A valence is like a mask that one puts on. One doesn't go over to where the mask is, one pulls the mask to one's self and puts it on where one is. Since each facsimile of importance has at least 3 kinds of valences, villain (most detested terminals), victim (himself) and hero (golden allies), the being will be found to be moving all three valences over himself as fast as he needs to switch between them, to 'deal' with incoming realities. Since incoming realities come in chains of similarity across time (being spanked for example), the thetan will be found to be sucking in quite a number of facsimiles to his thetan 'face', while all the rest of his bank floats freely off in the distance around him. And that is the anatomy of aberration, the thetan is acting out through valences from the perceptions and thoughts of valences. He sees now as it was then, and does now what others did then to win, using their perceptions and logic then to justify himself now. When dramatization fails, he ends up in pain in his own valence. ALL PSYCHOSOMATIC PAIN IS THE RESULT OF CONTINUOUSLY BROKEN DRAMATIZATION AND REDRAMATIZATION. The most serious incidents are those of violent force, containing death and damnation (hells) forever. By hell we mean any form of pain or torment that is conceived or intended to last forever in time and which make time unescapable, and which violate the sovereign while in which all time lines are created. ANDS Notice that one can not die forever AND suffer forever at the same time. However your preclear will be found to be wishing off death forever AND hell forever on his most detested enemies, as they may have done to him. This creates an insanity, as the being is trying to create an impossible condition in another with all his might. Your preclear then will be found in a crazy hysterical state of 'not wanting to live forever *AND* not wanting to die forever.' Run, get the ideas: 1. "I want to live forever *AND* I do not want to die forever." AND 2. "I want to live forever *AND* I want to die forever." AND 3. "I do not want to live forever *AND* I do not want to die forever." 4. "I do not want to live forever *AND* I want to die forever." The being starts at one which is sane, enters 2 and 3 which are ANDS, and ends up at 4 trying to escape the insanity of 2 and 3. 1.) is your immortal dreamball new to a time stream. 4.) is your mortal meatball who can't wait to end it all. 1 through 4 form a dwindling spiral from hope in heaven, to hell forever, to hope in death forever. Both living forever and dying forever are IN TIME and do not and can not happen, as all time whiles are only for a while :) Thus forevers in time need to be run out until they are replaced by ETERNAL forevers outside of time. Then your preclear will no longer have a problem with living forever (in time) because all time whiles are finite and end one day, nor can he die forever (in time), because he gets to sleep forever ETERNALLY between time whiles. Thus once clear, he can have what he wants on both accounts, to sleep forever or as long as he wants (eternally outside of time) and live for a while as long as he wants but never forever (inside of time), and do this in endless infinite cycles of unmanifestation and manifestation forever for free, and the AND runs out and he is no longer crazy. As ADORE says, this is what every being wants, to be able to sleep as long as it wants, and engage in an infinite number of different FINITE whiles, forever for free outside of time. IMPLANTS Incidents can also be implanted facsimiles of archtypical villains, victims and heros. The implant happened, but the incident in the implant never happened, but the implant does form a pattern by which later incidents can attach themselves because the later incident follows the pattern of the implant. Thus the preclear will be found to be LOOKING for villains, victims and heros in his future, as they make a good story that sticks to the implant very well. Anything to keep the dream going. Thus the case of a thetan looks very much like a black hole sucking in motivators, dedexs, and restraints, which then poke him into dramatizing overts, deds and justifications all over again, in a never ending cycle of death and damnation, guilt and remorse. Calling this a dwindling spiral is a major understatement. The basic spiral goes from postulates to flows to ridges. Remember the thetan can not die, but he can forget he created things (fair chosen), get stuck in his creations, and thus he can want to die, and he can wish off death forever and damnation forever on others, then on himself, and other's have done the same to him. As long as he continues with the FOREVER (in time) bit, he remains in his own dying hells forever. Once he puts it in a while, and remains friends eternally with his most detested terminals, friendship is restored at source even if they continue to lop heads in the while. No hell can outlast a true confession of an intended forever in time. Those are big words, dig them and don't leave them. They are the words that pissed off the gods that took Mira from me. Surrounding the thetan as a black hole, floating freely around him in orbit, a ways away, are all the rest of his facsimiles that he is not using, waiting to be pulled in once he needs them. It can be useful to erase these through inspection so that they can NEVER be keyed in by 'accident' in the future, but on the other hand getting rid of all one's available excuses is never a good thing just in case one needs one, one day. Especially if you paid for it. And there are no accidents, until your preclear postulates there are. BANK CORE At the center of the preclear's bank, where the preclear as an orientation point actually is, is a mass of valences consisting of most detested terminals, greatest victimization, and most precious golden allies who cared for the preclear, even dying for him, who certainly cried a tear for him. Golden allies are impossible to find, but pretty easy to understand, as their words and actions give them away. Scan all the TV shows and movies you have ever seen where the protagonist (preclear) is dying and someone is holding them in their arms says "Don't leave me, hold on, don't go, stay awake, stay with me..." Those are holders and the bank is full of them, because people try REAL HARD to get others to not die on them. Low tone preclears, which is almost everyone, will obey word commands coming from Golden Allies in their facsimiles and thus hold onto the facsimile which contains a holder because that is what the Golden Ally is saying, don't leave me, where 'me' = facsimile. Don't worry, the preclear is holding on to the facsimile's 3 valences really hard anyhow, because he is using them, but holders do not make the engram easier to run out because the preclear is just sure "I will die if you leave me", meaning the ally will die if the preclear goes, but translated the preclear will die if he leaves the facsimile. The bank loves this stuff, me = facsimile = golden ally. This sticks him hard in his relationship to the golden ally to a point where he can not run what happened in the facsimile, namely the original villain/victim showdown. Remember the golden ally is at the END of the incident, AFTER the villain has done his work, so by sticking the preclear at the end of the facsimile, he can no longer run it, as it won't erase unless he gets the beginning of it. Thus the great evil of holders is not that they prevent the preclear from moving on his track from engram to engram, they prevent the preclear from getting his nose out of the bosom of the end of the facsimile and back to the very instant the facsimile started which allows it to erase. The existence of the Golden Ally is *DEFINED* by the earlier existence of the Villain/Victim interaction, and thus without running the beginning of the facsimile, one can not get the Golden Ally undefined. Facsimiles will not erase without contact with the first instant, one has to PUT IT THERE, the WHOLE THING, in order for it to erase. This is why correct duration and start of incident is so critical. Implants in particular love to have a moment where someone says 'OK, start of incident' and its half way in. The beginning of any facsimile then is an impingement of force causing death and demise, for which the preclear either does not or can not take full responsibility for the counter actions, feelings, intent and efforts of the impinging entity, namely the villain. He can't or won't put it there willingly, as its just too evil, so a recording is made of full force and impingement. The villain puts an overwhelming force in the preclear's space, and the preclear fails to match it by putting that same force there himself, and thus failing to take full responsibility for the incoming force with himself as cause, he succumbs to it as effect, and thus gets the facsimile and ensuing ruin. Remember taking full responsibility for the causations of others, no matter how accidental or ruinously intended, is not merely a matter of attitude, it is a full operation of self as cause by PUTTING THE INCOMING THERE AS IF YOU HAD CREATED IT YOURSELF! The Gods didn't like that paragraph either. YOU CAN DO THIS, you can put others there, and you can put others there putting something there for you, and you can do this AFTER you notice they are putting something there for you. This is magic. Failure to take full responsibility and operate putting it there for things leads to becoming a "Magic? What magic?" case. So the center of the bank which needs to be run out is made of recordings of all the times of no magic, and failure to take responsibility for incoming force and destruction. followed by use of the recordings to deal further with the no magic that allowed the incident to form in the first place. We don't need to erase the bank to go clear, we need to stop USING the bank, particularly on a chronic unknowing basis. Run, "Who or what are you blaming?" "Who or what are you blaming for blaming you?" Goodbye Mira, I love you so much, I will never stop crying after you. Homer ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith Clean Air, Clear Water, Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 A Green Earth, and Peace, Internet, Ithaca NY homer@lightlink.com Is that too much to ask? http://www.lightlink.com Sat Nov 24 12:02:12 EST 2012 Tue Jan 15 23:23:15 EST 2013