The reason that getting better is so hard, is because the moment
one starts on that path one runs into a wall of almost infinite
hideosities that are almost infinitely hard to stomach from the human

      One runs into the infinite Anti-God, before one runs into

       God turns out to be us, and thus so must the anti-God, and so must
we be both the source and sufferer of hideous joy and divine joy.

       Every person alive is fighting something that he CAN NOT take
responsibility for and wouldn't PUT IT THERE TO FIGHT if he could.

       With most of existence arrayed against him, he can't stop
dramatizing for a second either.

       Drama means must fight.

       Drama means seriousness, importance, permanent loss, and pain.

       All of life is dog eat dog, getting pleasure by causing pain
to others.

       Life lives by causing death.

       Either you eat life or life eats you.

       You may feel good with a full tummy and the bones of your conquests
laid around your neck, but its tainted by your sense of abomination
about the game and having to play it.

       Life then becomes making a virtue out of horrible necessity.

       And that is the smiling facade of the social zombie zone you feel
and see around you.

       Thus each being needs to wake up, but the lucid state is a
whirlwind of adoration and abomination.  That's from the human point of
view, it looks different looking down from above the clouds.

       A very good solo process to throw you into the whirl wind is as


       "Get the idea of being completely well."

      Define well as no more unwanted conditions unless they are wanted.

       "What would have to change or be different for you to be completely

       Write down everything that comes to mind, get it all laid out.

      Put down all the overwhelms on the left, put down all the other
overwhelms on the right.

      Notice the impossibles, the incredibles, the unconfrontables, the
preposterousnesses, the unconsolable self casting doubts, and the lack
of permissions.

      The solution to the problem is the problem.  - LRH

      That little piece of idiocy is the greatest wisdom ever written.

      It means the being no longer knows what the problem is, he is 100
percent tied up fighting wall to wall lesser unrealities.

      The real problem and its enormity has been missed since day one.

      He knows there is a problem but still thinks its meaningful to get
pissed off about it or feel guilty.

      Oh no.

      Once he sees the enormity of what he is upset about, two opposing
almost infinite forces, both of which are his own, he will chill out and
confront the problem with respect, dignity, honor and smooth flowing

      He will have found a worthwhile opponent, himself.

      No anger or guilt here, just divinity playing with it self in the
battle field of the cosmos.

      Then the problem and its concerns will start to come apart on its

      Might take a little faith for a few seconds while looking it over,
all those dead bodies and sad eyes...  :)

      God postulates have a time persistence built into them before they
start to come apart under scrutiny.

      Bliss is laughter followed by unimpingable peace.


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