AUDITING

      > Thing I don't like about Auditing: The need of an "Auditor".  We
> should not need anyone to "get out" of this Matrix if came alone to
> this World.

     We had help coming in, a thetan can set up anything.  Yes he
started off alone, but the first thing he did was call others into the
game, chose up sides, and then jumped into the virtual reality matrix
forgetting he did so.

     So if you can reach that decision to come in alone, you can solo
like the wind alone, but if you are into group gropes and games, then
you will want to take the group help approach.  Don't let your FAILURES
with groups cause you to avoid creating a new group to help audit you
and them.

     If you go out and get beaten to a pulp on the football field, you
do not want to be the doctor as they carry you off the field.

     Do you understand this?  Let your friends help.  And help them
back.

     The first intent of a solo session then is to fix where the hell
all our auditing friends are.  Don't you see?

     Sometimes we can put our selves into positions where only help will
get us out, and sometimes help can't help at all, we are doomed for that
cycle of existence, short or long.

     That said, often we do not need help, if we bow and pray to the god
of necessity level.

     LRH said "Those below 2.0 on the tone scale can't be helped, those
above 2.0 don't need help BUT CAN USE IT."

     The first thing anyone who wants to build a civilization will do if
he finds himself alone, is to find or CREATE help!

     More importantly who or what do YOU want to help?

     Help is merely team work, that's all.  If you have to go solo do
it, there may not be any help around.

     But solo is a top down approach to the problem.

     "Get the idea of a total cause making itself an 'unfixable'
effect."

     E/P of each session is 'Oh that looks like fun!'

     Help is a bottom up approach to the problem.

     "Who or what is cause around here, and why is it such an asshole?"

     E/P of each session is "Oh, its me again (sheepish grin)"

     Running engrams per se is a bottom up approach BECAUSE the preclear
isn't able to put them there in the first place.

     So the auditor says 'Locate, go to, move through, what happened'
and the preclear will find suddenly the engram running him, HE isn't
doing anything, the BANK is, and the engrams, moving pictures etc, just
run on their own at the behest of the auditor, and the preclear reports,
just like watching a film that beats him up while he is watching it.

     THE AUDITOR RUNS THE PRECLEAR through the engram until its power is
gone and the preclear is relieved of life running him through his
engrams willy nilly.  Get it?

     If the preclear is trying to find the engram and move himself
through it, he's wasting his time and is out of session.  The AUDITOR
controls the session.

     The preclear trying to find an engram and push himself through it
is actually doing this from the valence of another engram!  Thus he
restims himself more than he might erase.

     Real engrams run themselves, they turn on out of the blue, and run
to the end, then with the mildest coaxing, they do it again, and again,
and each time less and less and the no more, you couldn't ressurect the
thing if you wanted to.

     Further most engrams are not the preclear's own incidents, so when
they turn on, he has never seen them before!

     "Whoa that was cool, where did that come from?"

     The out of session preclear will be using other ENGRAMS to find and
run engrams, so he restimulates himself more than he runs!

     Same for being a solo auditor trying to run engrams on himself.

     Now most of solo auditing is not auditing yourself, that is self
auditing.  Solo auditing means auditing clusters, BT's, entities,
demons, deities, monsters, and others in general.

     Almost always auditing is auditing OTHERS.

     So you are either being helped, or you are helping others, there
really is not too much way around it except as necessity level demands
otherwise.

     Alone?

     Solo audit in the direction of becoming unalone!  Then go dual.

     You see right now you want help, but in truth right now there is
someone you want to help more than anything, even more than you want
help yourself.  So the help you want is the ability to help these others
who you got your attention on, even if they are 9 universes over to the
left and behind you by 50,000 years.

     So yes you may need to help yourself, and there may be no one
around to help you, but you would prefer to be helped if it were
available and the return on investment were positive, and the instant
you got even a little better you would be off helping these others you
love that are in worse trouble than you.

     If you could audit the people you want to help, you wouldn't have a
second left in eternity to audit yourself.

     So really you have to make a decision.

     WHY do you want to do it solo, rather than dual?

     What exactly is the problem?

     Scarcity of good safe spaces provided by others?

     Can't train them to audit you?

     Can't trust no one to keep their mouths shut and provide a safe
space?

     Live on a deserted island?

     Last person on earth?

     Or do you have a problem with HELP?

     Wouldn't that problem with help then be the first address of some
serious solo auditing so you COULD, create or train at least some help?

     "Get the idea of NO positive help."

     "Get the idea of SOME positive help."

     Then once you have run this on yourself, go find someone else to
run it on, don't you see?  Then get them to run more of it on you etc.

     Bring the scene from one way solo communication up to crackling two
way communication with another.

     Then who is going to C/S you or the others you got to audit you?

     Can you come up with a basic C/S of your own?

     You have a problem.

     You are dissatisfied with your present condition.

     OK, you may have some idea of what an ideal scene might be for
yourself, in the way of abilities, involvement or engagement in life
action games, etc.

     ORIGINAL GOALS AND PURPOSES TO COMING INTO MANIFESTATION!

     So once you spot the problem and the anatomy, in yourself and in
others, you then have to figure out an approach.

     That approach then becomes your C/S.

     Actually the full C/S encompasses all three phases.

     Spot the situation (furthest departure from an ideal scene on 8
dynamics), spot the anatomy, spot the approach.

     Run it!

     "Get the idea of NO situation.
      Get the idea of SOME situation.
 
      Get the idea of NO ideal scene.
      Get the idea of SOME ideal scene.

      Get the idea of NO anatomy.
      Get the idea of SOME anatomy.

      Get the idea of NO approach.
      Get the idea of SOME approach."

     You run it, see if it works, if not you go back to the
anatomy/approach phase, or redfine or respot a new situation, and start
over again.

     It won't be the stupid stuff you think life is about.

     I ran into an old girl friend today.

     My first thought was a 20 pound tarantula with an ice pick
through its head.

     No, look beyond.

     Eventually you find something that bites, TA goes wild, sense of
life purpose comes back, sorrows and laughters turn on full force, you
can hate and live again freely, and dive gaily into the oceans of fear,
YOU CAN WRAP YOUR FRIENDS UP, make them laugh and cry too as their
problems blow up into dust in the wind, then you got what you wanted.

     You begin to LIKE tarantuals, feel honored to be in their presence.

     You got your case gain, and you can give and receive case gain to
others too.

     That state has a name by the way, and its WAY above clear.

     It's called StarDrive.

     What else is there to want really, beyond playing a new game that
isn't case gain related.

     Case gain is fix and repair, who wants to do that forever?  So once
your life is fixed and repaired, you and your buddies can get together
and go out and adorn yourselves in brand new ruin, disaster,
catastrophe, destruction and devastation all over again!

     Life is repair is attained simply and only when you are too busy
living to care, want or pay attention to wanting to repair any part of
it.

     That's usually when you have remade your team and you are all out
playing a difficult and dangerous (spelled fun) game fighting whatever
it is you want to fight, or putting new things there against the will of
time and the universe to crush you and yours out of existence.

     Then you all come in covered in the mud, the blood and beer, and
you get some auditing again, and then go out and REALLY cause some
trouble!

     Get the idea of what cyclical eternity can be like?

     So say you had someone across the table from you, just Joe Blow
random person not doing so well in life, what would be the first thing
you would do with him.  Say 20 sessions, 1 to 1 and half hours per
session, and each session Joe Blow is getting more and more interested
in his case and talking to you about it, and he keeps bringing you 50
dollar bills to pay you for your time.

     He feels sheepish 50 is so little.

     You would have a successful practice and you wouldn't be needing
too much auditing because your solo would go along quite fine auditing
Joe Blow, just in the back ground for your own case gain.

     Situation, idea scene, anatomy and approach.

     That's all you would have to audit.

     And that's just HELP.

     Remember the big 6 are

     WILLINGNESS
     CHANGE
     HELP
     PROBLEMS
     CREATION
     RESPONSIBILITY (putting it there).
 
     Not everyone can be an auditor today, some people NEED help, but if
you are an auditor and you are auditing others who need you, I assure
you your own case doesn't stand a chance.  Forget reading wise people,
the wisest person is the case in front of you, watch the cogs YOU get
watching HIS case unravel.

     That person is God incarnation playing dog pc, and he came to YOU
to get auditing.

     What did you do to become so lucky?

     So where do you start?

     Is there a problem?

     WHAT IS IT?

     Forget "what" questions, run "Get the idea of exclusively."

     What is the furthest departure from an ideal scene in your life on
all 8 dynamics?

     That's the SIT.

     Finding that is worth 50 bucks right there if you get it right.

     What is the anatomy of that problem?

     What is the opposite of that SIT, the ideal scene?

     What approach would you take if it were someone else's problem?

     You got 8 dynamics, self, family, groups, mankind, biological life,
spirit and the infinite.

     Find the sit on all of then, and go with the one with the greatest
VGI's and promise of future pleasure.

     Solo is basically what you should do auditing OTHERS.

     Conception is CAUSAL, a God in carnation creates in the mere
conception of things.

     Thus never run anything but causal conception in trying to help
another through the staircase of sit, ideal scene, anatomy and approach.

     If you were auditing others full time successfully from YOUR OWN
understandings, you wouldn't be worried about your own case beyond maybe
jumping in to the pants of your preclears.

      Homer
Mon Mar  7 20:55:14 EST 2016