FEAR OF / FEAR OF NOT

      PREAMBLE

      INTENT and NO INTENT

      The highest item behind all other items is INTENT and
INTENT TO OPPOSE INTENT.

      At the top of the tone scale the thetan sees that everything
that is created has an intent behind it, including the creation
of counter intentions to those intentions.

      At the bottom of the tone scale the thetan only sees NO INTENT, the
idea that things exist for no reason, especially him, but no one else
either.

      One thus must run INTENT and NO INTENT fully out of the time
track so the thetan's scanning of intent and no intent in present time
can be free of past reactivity.

      Run it Model Session II just like any other item.

      It will eventually run the entire timetrack right out the
door, and the thetan will be in a pre creation state.

      Watch out, if the thetan then develops a new intent, rest assure
YOU WILL be part of it.  :) He can't intend anything inside the cosmic
all unless he intends the cosmic all first.

      OPPOSITION

      Thetans create things that oppose each other.

      They fight each other to the death because the thetan creates both
of them to do so.  This is what thetans create, two opposing things that
fight each other to the death.

      When the thetan starts to take sides with one thing over the other,
then he himself starts to fight the other side to the death, and thus he
becomes the side he has taken on until he dies as it.

      A thetan is interiorized into a body, because the body is opposed
by something that the thetan can no longer spot, but which the thetan
opposes to the death.

      The thetan is so opposed to this thing that opposes his body, that
they only way he can not be this other side and thus be able fight it,
is by being the body.  One inch outside the body, and he is being, and
thus aiding and abetting the opposition to his body.

      That is how pervasive this thing is that the thetan conceives is
opposing the body.  And how unwilling the thetan is to have this
opposition be.

       In becoming the body and fighting this opposing thing to the death,
the thetan goes to the death in the body.

       There is,

       Knowing by Looking     and Knowing by Not Looking.
       Not Knowing by Looking and Not Knowing by Not looking.

       Looking by Knowing and Looking by Not Knowing.
       Not Looking by Knowing and Not Looking by Not Knowing.

       Spot the effort to pull in Knowing by Looking

       Spot the effort to push away Knowing (in order to not know) by Not
Looking.

       There is

       NOT and NO are interchangeable according to taste.

       Spot any item of importance, and run the following on it.

       SOME Fear of NO      ......
       SOME Fear of SOME    ......
       NO FEAR of NO   item
       NO FEAR of SOME item

       SOME FEAR of NO   KNOWING
       SOME FEAR of SOME KNOWING
       NO FEAR   of NO   KNOWING
       NO FEAR   of SOME KNOWING

       Run on Knowing, looking, looking for, finding out,
discovering, seeking and searching for.

       Run on Mortality, Immortality and Eternality

       And run on INTENT, watch it, this is tiger's lair.

       SOME FEAR of NO   INTENT
       SOME FEAR of SOME INTENT
       NO FEAR   of NO   INTENT
       NO FEAR   of SOME INTENT

       These form an active present time ridge in the body of the thetan,
in particular around the eyes, ears, nose, throat, breathing, heart and
spine of the physical body.

       These items comprise the Must Be's and Must Not Be's of the case.

       The case consists of an equal and opposite wanting and not wanting
the same thing at the same time.  This is a ridge and produces an
indecision and a stillness where the mass and compression builds up.

       List and Null for a reading item and run "Fear of ...  " and "Fear
of not/no ...." on the item until the ridge blows or flat.  Then move to
next item.

      Run any parts of the tone scale,

      Fear of Love
      Fear of No Love

      Any parts of the awareness characteristic chart

      Fear of Oblivion
      Fear of No Oblivion

      Any parts of the mind,

      Fear of remembering
      Fear of not remembering

      Fear of forgetting
      Fear of not forgetting

      any parts of the Know to Mystery scale,

      Fear of Feeling
      Fear of Not Feeling,

      any terminals in life

      Fear of Mother
      Fear of No Mother

      Fear of Life
      Fear of No Life

      Fear of Death
      Fear of No Death

      run on force, mass, power, cruelty, humor, laughter, sorrow,
happiness, games, work, money, enemies, sex, men, girls, bodies, planets,
spaces, times, energy, sleep, dreams.

      Run on all dichotomies and items of importance.

      E/P: scared as hell and knows it.

      But then run further to some relief and a big win.

      The real E/P is ability to run FEAR into relief, rather
than running relief into FEAR all day long.

      Homer
Fri Jan 13 12:31:40 EST 2017