((I am sorry. this stuff is too odd to contemplate.  

     It may be the greatest piece of mind twist every written.
     Perhaps it would be better to not post it at all.))


ryan_noemail@my-dejanews.com wrote:
>     Of course, being at the effect of your case (self-entrapment).  you
>fail to see that although you chose to be at effect some time in the
>past (whenever that is) you still choose (at this moment in time that
>you choose to be in) to be at effect, so as to be not effective in
>present time to the degree of not being at cause (not knowing), in order
>to have a game, which...  ?  ...  this is the part I have trouble with.

     'Tis a good sign too.

     Why manifest?

     Adore has a very difficult answer to this question, one that most
will reject out of hand, particularly those pushing one side of the
dicom wing as 'The Truth".

     Dicom = DIchotomy of Comparable and Opposite Magnitude.

     Love/Hate, Beauty/Ugly, Good/Bad, Sovereignty/Anti-Sovereignty,

     Each side forms the wing of a dicom that the being is flying down
the time stream with, trying to be one side and trying to avoid the

     It doesn't matter which side he is trying to be at the expense of
the other, the point is he isn't SPANNING both sides of the dicom,
operating both with balanced pandetermined ease.

     Ultimately Truth/Lies and Beauty/Ugly are just more wings of a
dicom, so you have to take the following with a grain of salt and
understand that words fail to describe the non dicom state.  (Notice
even dicom/non-dicom is a dicom!)

     And so are manifest/unmanifest, and Native State/Non Native State

     So with that in mind, here is what Adore has to say about "Why

     All manifestation is manifestaion of *LOSS*, all persistence is
persistence of *LOSS*, namely loss of Native State which Adore defines
as Perfectly Happy, Alone, Forever and Beyond Thank you.

     "The law of Saviors is, if you are grateful for having been saved,
you haven't been."

     Actually Adore really defines native state as the Big Snooze, total
non manifestation at all, but just prior to eternal sleep is this happy

     Thus all manifestation is loss of this perfect native state.

     However there is a *MECHANISM* to the loss, namely lies, not just
any old lies but particular specific lies woven in a *TAPESTRY OF

     This actually takes some artistic genius to create.

     There are probably many such lies unique to each individual and
perhaps a number that are common to everyone.  Adore would claim, for
example, that "Learning by Looking" is one such common lie.

     Learning by looking (being an effect) is opposed to its more true side which
is Looking by Knowing (being cause or creator of knowledge.)

     Anyhow Adore says, the loss of any Native State beauty can only be
manifested and caused to persist by casting a beautiful lie or illogic
of exact equivalent beauty to the beauty that was lost.

     At first creation of the lie, the being sees it because because
he knows it is a lie he is creating.  But once he comes to believe
that the lie is true, then it becomes ugly to him.

     If you think that is nuts, let me continue.

     The lie persists, which covers the beauty of native state which is
now 'lost' to the awareness of the soul, but the lie itself is beautiful
to those who can still see it as a lie, so the beauty manifests
indirectly to whose who can understand it as a lie.

     The being in the state of manifesting loss of beauty via a
beautiful lie or illogic can never see the beauty that was lost nor the
beauty in the lie or illogic, because the beauty is 'lost', and he now
believes the lie or illogic to be true which then causes him ugly and
suffering.  All he can do is suffer the loss as long as he believes the

     But the lie is beautiful!  Which is why he took it on.

     But the lie is beautiful only as long as he knows it is a lie.  As
long as he believes the lie is truth, the lie is ugly.  So he lives a
life of persisting ugly, seriousness, and non humor while believing
these lies.
     These various lies are very specifically lies of drama,
that is seriousness, importance, permanence (of loss) and pain.

     The sly thought is '*I* would never have put this here, so I can't
imagine anyone who would have.'

     Can you put that there?

     The being lost in the lies of persistence can not see the lies nor
the mechanism of loss via the lies, (else they would unmock), so he
suffers a state of 'loss'.  

     The persistence is caused by the failure of his outward flow of
'putting it there', and the concomittant casual conceptions he warps and
weaves around the existence of something he didn't put there.

     "Well IT'S THERE, but I didn't put it there!"

     Do you see how that would cause something to be put there on
automatic, under the apparently unwitting causal power of his conception
that "IT'S THERE!"?

     But those that can see the tapestry of lies in him and how he has
woven it together with illogic, can see the beauty that was lost, which
is the beauty of native state and of his own Soul, instead of his
presented suffering.

     His suffering and the suffering of others in the same state of
fallenness, then becomes beautiful to those who can still see the lies
and illogic.
     This is why some auditors crack up in laughter when they
get a glimpse of what the preclear is showing them.

     It is hard to confront the light of infinite Self Love.

     Forgive the auditor, he is being cracked up by something very much
bigger than he is at the moment, a vision of his own Self Love delivered
to him via the manifestations of his preclear's Self Love, and the case
he wrapped around it to keep it in persistence.

     You can actually see another being's crushing psychosomatic as a
bolt of beauty going through their body.

     It is a show he is putting on for other people, who can see, even
those who can't see because one day they will be able to.

     One day *ALL MEN* will attain the awakened state.

     Everyone is putting on the show together, so in present time the
best they can do is suffer it all together, but one day it will begin to
resolve and they will all see what they have been showing everyone else,
in the way of a beautiful performance of loss and lies.

     One's fallen state is a GIFT of tragic comedy we all give
to one another.

     That's why when you go up to a really high person who can see the
weave of lies and illogic, and you start telling them all your problems,
they are likely to get this really *BIG* grin on their face.  They think
you are just too beautiful to contemplate, just omni awesome.

     Kind of like a super Charlie Chaplin.

     It's always new to them, the sufferer can show them higher than
they are themselves, so that's a spark of self love they too
had forgotten about.

     And they thank you for it, for reminding them how high it goes, at
your expense.

     This is the unconditional love of God as God sees the tapestry of
tragedy for what it is.  Since all of life is God in carnation, God is
loving itself for its self created adorned display of the un Godly.

     That's the beauty of your native state, of your Self Love that they
are seeing, as it shines out of the warp and weave of the beautiful lies
and illogic that compose your suffering.  Your story of loss is so
beautiful that your pain is actually pleasure to them, the stunning
almost blinding gorgeousness of your own Native State and Self Love
shines the greatest from your worst pain.

     You may feel they are laughing at you, they are, but its the
laughter of love at the divine show you are putting on for them at
your expense.

     It's the only way to give of yourself to another.

     It's hard to get the very high to help you, you just created your
disaster for them to appreciate, why would they want to fix it?!

     "Travesty is Tragedy born of High Appreciation for Ludicrous

     From Adore.

     That is the "why manifest".

     It is the only way two infinite beings can show their own
self love to each other.

     They have to be less than infinite to see each other, and
less than infinite is infinite loss of what one truly is forever for free.

     The 'forever' however is one of the lies that is created in a
finite while during the show, so eventually the show ends and the being
returns to 'Perfectly at peace, alone, forever (in eternity) and beyond
thank you.'

     Being too good to be true, native state is beyond gratefulness for
being true.
     Native state, being unimpingable, is smug as hell.

     That's what people are looking for, a balance of unimpingability,
and impingablility.

     That's called optimum randomity.

     Can you imagine it?


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